" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
pretty much the same as before I can see it being a long night tonight.
Anything you wanna talk about hunny?
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Quick update - looks like the charger on my laptop is broken! I've just ordered a new one but if I'm not around for a while, it's because my computer has run out of battery and I'm waiting for a new charger!
I just feel so alone, want to si sooo bad and just hate myself right now.
x
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I've always hated myself but not this bad for a long time.
I think i know why but i don't wanna post why because i don't want people to think bad of me.
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Your not a bad person at all hunny.
wanna talk about it?
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Daniella - we won't think badly of you. Don't feel like you have to tell us, it's your choice but we are here to listen if you decide you want to let it out.
Cheryl - You aren't a bad person, at all. **hugs** Why do you think you've failed? What's happened?
i brought pills n blades. i had restricted all day then went to my best friends and her mum offered me pudding i turned it down then ate it cus its a standing joke u dont turn her down. and i dont think i can get through another year like ive had this year. its not fair on me or neone else so i just just b dead now be alot easier
That doesn't make you a bad person Cherly. You've brought them yes, but you don't need to use them and it doesn't mean you've failed. Eating pudding is not the end of the world, but I do understand how it might feel like that right now. Dying would not make things easier for people, I promise. How are you feeling now? Is there anyway for you to feel like you'll be less likely to use the pills and blades?
Hunny please don't take the pills and try not to cut.
I'm sure no one around you wants to lose you and i know we don't want to lose you.
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
ive allready used the blades and the pills have been added to my stash i promised i wudnt buy them. i failed
yes it wud i just keep letting everyone down theres no hope for me.
feeling the same as before tbh
the eating thing has allways been around but the last 3 months been quite bad if im honest with myself. im scared but not at the same time. sorry im just moaning on ill shut up now
Hunny you don't need to shut up just let it all out.
You haven't let anyone down and you have not failed at all.
xxxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
hey guys im a bit too drained to reply to the past 2 pages of posts - why you all decide to post when im socialising i dont know :P -
But i shall check in again in the morning or something. when im not like a zombie.
i managed to make myself feel better today but ended up hurting my friends feelings.. not so good but its been ok. i salvaged the most part considering im a disaapointment and a catalist for family tiffs . lol. sometimes you just have to laugh .
stay strong guys your all doing ok from what ive read even if it doesnt feel it
x
A tyrant spell has bound me And I cannot, cannot go
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Emily Bronte
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