The Safe Room

[Chrissyann]

You don't deserve to be killed by your mummy Hanner... you're a good girl. You can sit on the roof, but be careful yeah? *puts padding around the house so you can't hurt yourself*

Have you been doing much today Hanner?

[fairy *** princess!]

*tries to jump* *cant jump cos of padding*

*cries* I didnt do nothing just watched tv, *nods*

I die now?

[Chrissyann]

*shakes head* sorry Hanner... I can't let you die...... did you watch anything good on tv?

[inndigo]

*hides under sofa and cries*

[Chrissyann]

*peeks under sofa* what's wrong inndigo? *hands tissues*

[fairy *** princess!]

I watched gavin and stacey. *cries* can let hanner die must let hanner die *cries more*

[Lyssie]

*cries* Lyssie has sore back

[inndigo]

*cries*

*takes tissue* thankies

its all to much my head is all confused i no like it i sorry *curls up,sucks thumb and cries*

[Chrissyann]

I can't let you die Hanner.... I'm sorry... I know I dont know you very well, but I care about you already... things will get better hunni *hands you a teddy*

Aww Lyssie.... what's happened to your back? *gives you a hot water bottle*

What's confusing you Inndigo? *sits with*

[inndigo]

*sniffles* its just just all this stuff and and *cries*

[Chrissyann]

All what stuff hunni? Will talking help?.... you don't have to if you dont want to though...... *offers you a hot chocolate*

*sips my own hot chocolate*

[Lyssie]

I have stupid arthritis and bulging disk and it hurt real bad and painkillers no helped.
I have metal rod in spine and it hurts *cries*

Lyssie sleep now? Forever and ever? *nods and wipes away tears*

[inndigo]

i dont know i just dont know i sorry i sorry

[Lyssie]

Why Indigo sowwy? *gives teddy*

[Chrissyann]

That sounds horrible Lyssie.... is there anything at all that helps?..... like a hot bath or something? I wish I could take the pain away... but I can't.....you can't sleep for ever though hunni *offers a hug*

Alright Inndigo.... deep breaths... no need to apologise.... talking is sometimes hard.... but it also helps sometimes.... so have a think about it? Even if it's about random stuff, we'll listen

*fidgets around on bean bag*

[inndigo]

*takes teddy* thankies *cuddles*

i have to move and i just dont know its all to much is all to confuseing make my head hurt *cries* is all my fault

[Chrissyann]

What do you think is your fault Inndigo? Do you have to move far? *gives you a beanbag to sit on*

[inndigo]

*comes and sits on beanbag* all of it is all my fault i made it happen i should be good and no bad silly stupid bad bad girl.

i no no where i have to move i dont know *puts head in hand and cries*

[Chrissyann]

I'm fairly certain you're not bad Inndigo.... and I bet you're not really to blame..... it's always easier to blame ourselves for things.... but blaming ourselves isn't always right..... *offers tissues*... who says you have to move sweetie?

[inndigo]

*cries* i am i made it all happen its all my fault it so is *cries*

i move but now i have to move again the social worker say so