if it had been locked you wouldnt be able to comment on it :)
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
altho i am still trying to figure sean out cos es now senng me mixed signels
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Sure you do, you're young, healthy. Things will get better.
Is anyone at home right now?
nope
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
i dont know if i should of mentiond this like aaaaagggggeeeeessssss ago but, you could give me 100000000 reasons on why to forget him, ill look for that one reson to hold on
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
That's your choice, Ashlee. It is your choice to hold onto Sean and how you feel about things and how you react. We can tell you a million things but ultimately, this is your life and your responsibility. If you want to feel like this, go ahead, it's your call and I wish you well with it. However, you keep responding to this thread so something tells me that you're not happy with how things are currently. Now, I don't believe that you want to change, hence your replies, but something is making you post again and again, trying to reach out for support. The trouble is, Ashlee, you're not engaging. You're not working with us and that might not be something you're conscious of.
Why do you want to keep hold of him when this is making you unhappy? What might make this easier? Sometimes we have to change a situation because it will make things better for us, even if we're not happy with the change we have to make. If Sean is not into you and it doesn't seem as though he will, regardless of your feelings, you need to move on because otherwise, you will end up causing yourself an immense amount of pain that will have implications that you are not aware of until you are too late to do anything about it.
If it only took 5 seconds to write each reason it'd still take me 19 years to reply, so I'm afraid I'm not able to give that many reasons! :p
I know it's hard right now, but one day you'll look back and feel very differently.
how the **** did u work that out
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
That's your choice, Ashlee. It is your choice to hold onto Sean and how you feel about things and how you react. We can tell you a million things but ultimately, this is your life and your responsibility. If you want to feel like this, go ahead, it's your call and I wish you well with it. However, you keep responding to this thread so something tells me that you're not happy with how things are currently. Now, I don't believe that you want to change, hence your replies, but something is making you post again and again, trying to reach out for support. The trouble is, Ashlee, you're not engaging. You're not working with us and that might not be something you're conscious of.
Why do you want to keep hold of him when this is making you unhappy? What might make this easier? Sometimes we have to change a situation because it will make things better for us, even if we're not happy with the change we have to make. If Sean is not into you and it doesn't seem as though he will, regardless of your feelings, you need to move on because otherwise, you will end up causing yourself an immense amount of pain that will have implications that you are not aware of until you are too late to do anything about it.
i like all of this
i hold on because yeahh, he make me upset, cry, cut. but hes also the only thing that makes me properly happy. i smile at other things but that isnt real,its the depression. someone once told me that i laugh at everything because im deppresed, which is true
anyway id rather feel pain than feel nothing at all
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
