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Old 20-01-2009, 03:52 AM   #60921
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just so much **** its rediculous
i saw the guy that did bad stuff to me
my daddys being mean
i dont have my meds
i feel alone
i feel empty idk idk
idk
make its top
the pain is so unbearable



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:00 AM   #60922
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*strokes your hair* What did the guy do today? I'm sorry dad is being mean and you have to go through so much, you don't deserve it.

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:02 AM   #60923
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he didnt do anything oday just the fact that i saw him and he acted like nothng ever happened

and i forgot i also told them about my cuzin raping me

i cant deal with

*cuddles into u*



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:13 AM   #60924
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*cuddles* Who did you tell? If you told people about rape you get the Bravery Crown a week :)

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:14 AM   #60925
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*curls up and sleeps*
*cuddles crystal*



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:17 AM   #60926
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i was in the chat, and i told ppl to try and get support and it was the first time i ever told anyone (about my cuzin ) and now i fee like it was my fault that i got raped no1 belived me they all just ignored me
and i cried so i came in here so i wouldnt do anything bad so i could talk to ppl

*cuddles horse*
*my names crystal whats ur guyses name)



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:21 AM   #60927
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*strokes Crystal's hair* Chat isn't always the best, it goes too fast and most people know each other well. We don't think the rape was your fault one bit hun.

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:23 AM   #60928
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i told my mum about the evil guy that did the bad stuff to me
so he has a restraning order now
but yet he still talks to me =[
it was so hard telling my mum at first she didnt belive me
but now she does

*sits on flor*

*shivers*
Cryies



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:25 AM   #60929
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*puts blanket around you* When did you tell Mom? Was it recently. If it was you get a reward. on here.

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:30 AM   #60930
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well its complicated i told her a while ago but she brused it off
then we jsut had a big convo about it the other night and she said she belives me as to the other time i told her she didnt

a few days ago i was with my councler and i was really upset
(i guess she knew about it from my parents/cops)
but i told her finially after a few months of being with her

that was a big step for me it was really hard=[
i cried
and stayed with her for like an extra hour
and she just sat there with me as i cried and blamed myself for it



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:32 AM   #60931
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well she just didnt sit there she was there for me and hugged me and helped me stop crying and TRIED to make me relize that it wasnt my fault



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:34 AM   #60932
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*hugs tight* It's not your fault honey, not at all. And you did a good job telling even if some people didn't beieve, and you can get the Bravery Crown now. :) Look at that thread to see what it is if ou don't know. And I know you're hurting now but it'll feel better. *snuggles*

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:37 AM   #60933
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*hugs u tight*
*clings on*
*ur really nice*
*looks up*
*fain smile*
*thanks*

some ppl just dont understand
they just dont get it



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:39 AM   #60934
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*beeps your nose* You're real nice too, and yea I know it's hard to have people understand sometimes. They're dumb.

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:42 AM   #60935
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*nods they are dumb*

*cuddles u in blankie to *(if u want it)



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:47 AM   #60936
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That's just fine sweetie and the crown looks beautiful on you. :) Feeling any better? *snuggle*

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:51 AM   #60937
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*nods*
*thanks it fits good*
(i have an obsession with stars =]
* i feel a lil better*



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Old 20-01-2009, 04:56 AM   #60938
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*hugs* You deserve it, and I'm glad you're feeling better. Anything else going on?

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:57 AM   #60939
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Hey Tigger would you like to say hello?

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Old 20-01-2009, 04:59 AM   #60940
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*wave* right. im taking the grace period for this project lol.
i just did 2 ><

hehe i found a really cool bouncy castle thing on google when i was procrastinating =p



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