emma, how are you now honey? please go to a +e and get that stitched up. i know you dont want to but this isn't the answer hun. things are not ok but you need to work at it with support and eventually things will start to be ok and then you'll be glad u worked through it and u can start to enjoy the great things in life, cos there ARE great things, i am sure of it.
please get that cut looked at emma
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
Thanks Chloe *hugs* How are you doing? x Just wanted to say sorry if I triggered anyone by putting in widths, was very drunk (still a little drunk tbh) but I've removed them now. Don't even remember making the last post :\ hmmm.
Hey everyone
Emma how are you? did you get to a&e, sounds like you could do with some help maybe seing someone there would be helpful this time. I know that place where you just want to keep cutting but thats when you need to step back and go for help i think *big hugs emma*
Chloe i haven't read your post, my internets a bit hit and miss, but hope you are ok and big hugs for you too
i'm v tired so gonna curl up here and sleep a while xxxxx
"Because you don't notice the light without a bit of shadow. Everything has both dark and light. You have to play with it until you get it exactly right."
Hello. I'm 8 hours behind you in the UK so I've been up just for an hour. Right now it is early morning cold. I may have to give up and turn on the heater for a bit.
Yesterday while we were out we saw that the last of the wildflowers are fading and drying up. Spring is almost over.
I am fat, let's not discuss bmi. But I still have an okay if plain face, great hair and well shaped legs even if they are big.
I did not get any housework done yesterday and my hands were shaking too much to work. So we'll see what today is like, but I do need to get that one shirt taken in so I can return it to the client when I see him on Tuesday.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Finally managed to get her to look through the photos and stuff...we're in the proccess of putting some in album but mum wants to sort those ones out now LOL!
*sigh* Must be hard looking a photos of my dad tho :(
Helplessness is the word for me right now. My husband has had the tv on all morning and not only do I find it distracting, the noise assaults my ears and my psyche.
I love the guy but I really want to scream at him to turn it off.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I don't know why I ****ing bother. Like a good little girl I called the crisis team because thoughts of ODing and cutting were getting a little too strong and apparently they are too busy to speak to me right now. Well great. Hello? WTF is the point of a crisis team if they don't talk to you?
I'm OK - not good at talking but need to escape from the room that I'm sitting in for a while.
Sorry the crisis team don't have time to speak to you - that's really crap - surely the whole point of them is to be available- at least people in here have time and understand
Emma, that is really crap. The entire NHS is kinda crap tbh, well maybe not everything but yeah. Please try and stay safe sweetie. *hugs* Text me if you wanna talk xxx
