Take me back to every day Used to say, I was special in every way Hold me under the monsoon, in my room Got some wounds you should really tend to
Sometimes my head feels so wrong, like I'd rather be gone But I'm still here for you I don't quite know who you are, we're falling apart When I'm not next to you So come on tell me, that you feel the same way That you might love me too, love me too
When we were singing along, to our favorite songs I was ready to take this task on Singing between arguments, makes no sense But they make us who we are in the end
Sometimes my head feels so wrong, like I'd rather be gone But I'm still here for you I don't quite know who you are, we're falling apart When I'm not next to you So come on tell me, that you feel the same way That you might love me too, love me too
Sometimes my head feels so wrong, like I'd rather be gone But I'm still here for you I don't quite know who you are, we're falling apart When I'm not next to you So come on tell me, that you feel the same way That you might love me too, love me too
Don't go.I can't do this on my own Don't go.I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones
That haunts me in the night I can't live with myself.
So stay with me tonight Don't go.Don't go.
Don't Go - Bring Me The Horizon Ft. Lights
I don’t want to let you go But it hurts my hands to hold the rope I won’t be such an easy mark You’re no better then they say
And all the candles on the cake
All set fire to the gate
Turn the cannons towards the boat
Men were drowning in the moat
It was the end of all rowers oars
If you call then I’m coming to get you
If you call then I’m coming, now
If you call then I’m coming to get you You want to sink, so I’m going to let you
All I want’s some earth and seed And only grow the things I need
But first I must find my way back And you go lay down on the track
At first I had an even keel
But now I’m not sure what is real It’s taken me this long to learn That every dead is ate by worms And once they’re gone they don’t return
If you call then I’m coming to get you
If you call then I’m coming, now
If you call then I’m coming to get you You want to sink, so I’m going to let you
I’m coming to get you
If you call then I’m coming to get you
If you call then I’m coming to get you You want to sink, so I’m going to let you Then the fire snuck into your bedroom Now I’m falling asleep to forget you
How darkly the dark hand met his end
He was withered and bony, exposed for a phony
But we heed the last words that he penned
Haste to disgrace the traitor, do not wait til later I don’t think that you’ve got to pretend I see God in birds and Satan in long words But I know what you need in a friend So now when I leave you, I hope I won’t see you
How darkly the dark hand met his end
He was withered and bony, exposed for a phony
But we heed the last words that he penned
Haste to disgrace the traitor, do not wait til later
If you call then I’m coming to get you
If you call then I’m coming, now
If you call then I’m coming to get you You want to sink, so I’m going let you
Well, I’m coming to get you
If you call then I’m coming, now
If you call then I’m coming to get you You want to sink, so I’m going let you Then the fire snuck into your bedroom Now I’m falling asleep to forget you
I'm miss autonomy, miss nowhere
I'm at the bottom of me
Miss androgyny, miss don't care
What I've done to me
I am misused, I don't wanna do
Be not your slave
Misguided, I mind it
I'm missin' the train
And I don't know where I've been
And I don't know what I'm into
And I don't know what I've done to me
And as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I never let you down
So I'll waste my time and I'll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything
I'm miss fortune, miss so soon
I'm like a bottle of pain
Miss matter, you had her
Now she's goin' away
I'm misused, misconstrued
I don't need to be saved
Miss slighted, I mind it
I'm stuck in the rain
And I don't know where I am
And I don't know what I'm into
And I don't know what I've done to me
And as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I couldn't let you down
So I'll waste my time and I'll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything
Miss everything
And as I watch you disappear into my head
Well, there's a man who's tellin' me I might be dead
So I'll waste my time and I'll burn my mind
So I'll waste my time and I'll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
If I can't crawl inside of you,
I'm laughing with a broken face
I stumble across my self esteem.
But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space.
Understand...
that God wrapped you like a bow.
But in my head...
There's some shelves that need cleaning,
from basement to ceiling, control.
If what you're seeing is an open book,
that's great 'cause I'm an open book.
But I'm real shy.
There's a part of me seeking and desperately needing to open up.
That's strange 'cause I'm an open book, a confused boy.
I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people.
My heart while in its cage,
give and not receive a thing,
But the only funny thing is that I don't know how to give myself advice.
I've got this post dramatic thing
I've got this tattoo of a ring that lies
around my wedding finger and that'ss where I want to state this claim.
That I've got to learn to live and dream
before I go and get myself in love.
In love.
Before, before, before I go and get myself in love
There's Zoloft, Welbutrin, there's Paxil that's proven, no side effects.
But the rest left unnamed 'cause they worked like a charm on me.
But when your saving is drying,
you can't stop from crying
you've got to suck it up.
You're not her buttercup,
you're not her favorite book.
And I am an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people.
My heart while in its cage,
give and not receive a thing,
But the only funny thing is that I don't know how to give myself advice.
I've got this post dramatic thing
I've got this tattoo of a ring that lies
around my wedding finger and thats where I want to state this claim.
That I've got to learn to live and dream
before I go and get myself in love.
In love.
Before, before, before I go and get myself in love
Breathe the pressure
Come play my game Ill test ya
Psychosomatic addict insane
Breathe the pressure
Come play my game Ill test ya
Psycho-somatic addict insane
Come play my game
Inhale, inhale, youre the victim
Come play my game
Exhale, exhale, exhale
- Breathe by The Prodigy
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
you're covered with a perfect shell
such a charming, beautiful exterior
laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
perfect posture but you're barely scraping by
you're barely scraping by
"You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself,hoping no one would find you.But THEY found you,and they took you,and you somehow survived."
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
in the back
off the side
far away
is a place where I hide
where I stay
tried to say
tried to ask
I needed to
all alone by myself
where were you?
how could I
ever think
it's funny how
everything you swore it wouldn't change
is different now
just like you
would always say
we'll make it through
then my head fell apart
and where were you?
how could I
ever think
it's funny how
everything you swore would never change
is different now
like you said
you and me
make it through
didn't quite
fell apart
where the **** were you?
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Walking around I hear the sounds of the earth seeking relief
I'm trying to find a reason to live
But the mindless clutter my path
Oh these thorns in my side
Oh these thorns in my side
I know I have something free
I have something so alive
Hold it together.
Birds of a feather.
Nothing but lies and crooked wings.
I have the answer.
Spreading the cancer.
You are the faith inside me.
No, Don't, leave me to die here.
Help me survive here, alone.
Don't Remember!
Remember!
Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel.
I'm a believer.
Nothing could be worse.
All these imaginary friends.
Hiding betrayal.
Driving the nail.
Hoping to find a saviour.
No, don't, leave me to die here.
Help me survive here, alone.
Don't Surrender!
Surrender!
Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel.
Fly over me, Evil Angel.
Why can't I breathe, Evil Angel?
Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better of now
Then I ever was with her
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around
And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Is you is or is you ain't my baby?
The way you're actin' lately makes me doubt
Yous is still my baby-baby
Seems my flame in your heart's done gone out
A woman is a creature that has always been strange
Just when you're sure of one
You find she's gone and made a change
Is you is or is you ain't my baby
Maybe baby's found somebody new
Or is my baby still my baby true?
