The Safe Room - Page 3007

Spoons · 10-01-2009, 01:53 AM

keeps replaying in my head over and over. i cant get him out of my head.

them laughing and me having just benn r****

cant stop my head

linder surprise · 10-01-2009, 02:06 AM

as lame as it sounds all you can do is distract yourself from those thoughts. like, actively distracting yourself. call a friend? or talk to somebody on msn? watch tv/film or go to sleep? do something that will cheer you up. it's really lame but whenever i need to get my mind off something i go & read celebrity gossip on livejournal because it makes my life not seem so bad, haa.
sorryyyy youre feeling this way amy :(. really. you're really sweet and you didn't deserve that.

Spoons · 10-01-2009, 02:16 AM

thanks linda...
i keep trying to fight it by sheer will but thats not doing ****, ive been determined to work but im ot getting anything done in this state.

your right all i can do is try and keep my mind busy... take a break from work and try and sort myself out a bit.

thanks for replying...

linder surprise · 10-01-2009, 02:25 AM

yeah doing work probably isn't the most relaxing of activities! (trust, i am in the middle of essay hell. seems like everyone is at the moment).
it's okay, good luck! i know you'll be alright.

cleighb23 · 10-01-2009, 02:35 AM

just got bad news
my uncle has 9-11 months to live
cries hyserically

cry
cry
cry

Renbowww · 10-01-2009, 02:41 AM

sorry crystal....im o sorry

cleighb23 · 10-01-2009, 02:46 AM

thanks
its jut not fair he should live not me
im useless
stupid
fat
ugly
gay
retarded
should die

i should die

*goes to roof*

beautifulscars · 10-01-2009, 02:46 AM

sendin good wishes to all

Renbowww · 10-01-2009, 02:50 AM

crystal thats not true!!!!

ur an awsome person

and who knows? maybe he'll get better by then

cleighb23 · 10-01-2009, 02:51 AM

he has cancer
and they cant get rid of it
i should jump
shouldnt i
i should i really should
*skoots closer to edge*

troubleshooter · 10-01-2009, 02:55 AM

*pulls Crystal back* Hush now, no jumping. My grandma was given a few months to live when I was two and she lived ten more years. And Amy I'm sure you can find find a way to get perked up. We can all play a game if you like. *hugs and Ren and Linda*

cleighb23 · 10-01-2009, 03:00 AM

im so scared im tierd of losing ppl im tierd of it really i am

troubleshooter · 10-01-2009, 03:01 AM

No one likes losing anyone. *hugs* Just spend time with him and hope and pray, he could pull through. Give him some hope honey. *strokes your hair* And no nasty things to yourself, that won't do any good for anyone all right? *gives a teddy*

broken and defeated · 10-01-2009, 03:04 AM

*curls up in the corner*

troubleshooter · 10-01-2009, 03:08 AM

Hey sweetheart What's going on?

Renbowww · 10-01-2009, 03:10 AM

*hugs angel n troubleshooter n crystal*

dark u hav a pretty avvie r u otay?

crystal pwease don jump pwease

trouble u rawk 0=)

cleighb23 · 10-01-2009, 03:12 AM

falss over
blacks out
grrr

gr
mst punish meself
it shuds be me not him

broken and defeated · 10-01-2009, 03:13 AM

*hides under bed*
im scared my mates forcing me to see the psyc i was reffered to but i cant call and mate the appointment

troubleshooter · 10-01-2009, 03:15 AM

*pulls Crystal to a bed and lies her down gently* no falling and hurting yourself on purpose. No hurt allowed in the safe room, we have the padded area for that. You don't deserve cancer, it just happens sometimes even when someone is very good. *peeks under bed* Amy honey you can make the appointment, just need to be brave. You'll get the Crown if you call. Why not do it with us here? I bet you can. Psychs can help you feel better, and I'm sure it can help you. can you try baby?

broken and defeated · 10-01-2009, 03:18 AM

*cries* i dont want to c her i dont like them there scary