I'm so angry. Cause of you. Im not talking to you. I cant. You let me down so badly. You are the one person that i REALLY look up to. It's so hard. Ity shouldnt even bother me but i am struggling. I hate thinknig badly off you, it makes me cry to think that i have thaught badly of you and upset you. ****. I dunno what to do. I'm so sorry. I love you yeah? xxx
You disgust me.
I cant believe you'd do that to any of them.
1. Because she's so young and you took the piss outta you know who so much.
2. Because she looks up to you so much.
3. Because she's so crazy about you....don't ask me why.
4. Because you're meant to be going out with her.
That's 4 girls you hurt because you're a complete dumbass.
You actually make me sick.
ugh. the whole night was a total sham. no one even stuck to the rules. -btw bitch. it wasn't your piece. you weren't even playing the main character, but no, you had to steal the limelight didn't you? of course you did, cos you're the most important person in the whole friggin world. i can't stand you and claiming that you wrote it and directed it. lie. you didn't write it, if anything, we changed more words than you did. and you didn't direct it either, we all helped. i'm not doing anything like that with you again. bitch. oh yeah and i'm not the only one who noticed it. kay?
I am gunna snap and like rant at you..stop lolling and making stupid peado jokes. I'm trying to subtly put fear into you and make you paranoid that people know...but you're too stupid to over-think the subtle comments.
I do not deserve you at all I Love uuuuuuuu so much, You mean everything to me. i feel like i have failed you.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
you make me sick. they way you **** with his mind... they way you make him feel bad for even hanging out with me... the way you have people watching his every move just because you dont trust him over something that isnt your fault. know what your problem is???? you can't stand being the center of the spotlight... you cant stand it when you dont get your way, its either your way or the ****ing highway.
{CDT&CLT forever- December 9th 2011}
RYL Family: crazykat is my stalker, trailsofpain is my guard dog, tonightXweXfall is my psycho mouse, Red is my irkin invader, Mechangel is my muffin thief, rageagainstthemachine is my beloved sister, DeadIrishD is my banana cream pie, scaredofme is my cheesecake of perpetual lovelyness, binkydonkey is my pie
I wish I hadn't said I'd do it now
I wish I'd thought about it first
I can't even get hold of you and tell you I want to think about it and now you've probably told him and everyone's expecting me to do it
I know it's only been a few hours and the stress is getting too much for me
Part of me's saying not to do it cos people will get hurt whatever I do but then another part of me's saying I should do it otherwise I'll be a bad person and everyone will hate me
I don't want to tell Paul cos I know that he won't be happy with the idea
He'll know something's up when he rings me tonight
What do I do?
If I do it you'll be happy and I want to see you happy for once, I really do
I'm not trying to be selfish here but I have to look out for my best interests too
I'm the one that's gonna have to tell my boyfriend about it and his mum and everyone and have them be all pissed off at me I decide to do it
I feel bad even thinking about not doing it
I'm so close to tears right now
I May Be Going Broke But I'm Never Broken Down
Less Than Jake <3
16.06.10 - The Day He Saved My Life
Love You Baban
<3
The last time we made love was the best ever. I could feel myself melting with you and becoming one. I'm sorry you did not feel the same way because to me it was as if I'd died and gone to heaven. I didn't tell you this but during those moments, I was truly, truly happy. When we were lying next to each other and I had my face buried in your neck, I prayed inside that this moment would last forever. That I could freeze it and keep it. That I would disolve in your sweat and aroma and stay with you, in you, forever. There is nothing I want more than you. There is a void inside me that could never be filled with anything or anyone besides you. I want you more than anything else, I want you beside me so I can breath you in and keep your essence inside of me...because you give me life, breath. I know you don't care for it and possibly don't deserve it...but I love you, with every inch of my body. I love you.
...and every second we spend apart is slowly killing me, killing my hope, all my insides.
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"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
Sorta hoping you don't do anything you regret.
I know you're a big girl and you can handle yourself.
But I also know what the two of you are like.
Have fun but don't get hurt.
Ly x
