Triggering (SI/Suicide) - ****ing idiot - Page 3

Jetforce · 08-03-2009, 07:36 PM

*hugs*

Pomegranate · 08-03-2009, 07:50 PM

Called back and she admitted she didn't know what to do. She said she will call me back later. Great.

~Grace~ · 08-03-2009, 08:05 PM

I hope they call you back and that you get the help you need and deserve
Thinking of you xx

dark_light · 08-03-2009, 08:34 PM

Did you get rid of the tablets?
I wish they were more help to you honey, I hope that whoever phones you back gives you some support. I understand about the images/thoughts, I know when you get in that headspace it can seem impossible to ignore. For me the AP helped, are you still on the seroquel?
Hope you can stay safe xxx

Casper_Fading · 08-03-2009, 10:37 PM

flush 'em. YOU need to control this. You really do. And you CAN!!!!!!!!! You're strong enough for this emma. YOu are. I KNOW you are. *cuddles you tightly* I wish theyd section you >.<

Jetforce · 09-03-2009, 03:16 AM

Quick Update: Emma has been sectioned by the police

I really hope she's ok there

Casper_Fading · 09-03-2009, 03:20 AM

I'm glad they sectioned her.

Emma, i love you.

blondiebear · 09-03-2009, 06:52 AM

Jem, if you can, please give her a loving hug from me?

Dreamofunity · 09-03-2009, 07:36 AM

Where are you from? That sounds like a ****ed up system.

I had an OD, and after spending close to a month in the hospital waiting for my liver levels to go down, they forced me to go to the psych ward because of what I had done, not forced me away. Involunary hospitalization is a bitch, not hospitalizing when you want it is probably just as bad.

Pomegranate · 09-03-2009, 01:18 PM

Ended up in hospital for the whole of 8 hours. Got seen by doctors etc at hospital about 3.30am and was discharged at 11.30am by the same doctor who discharged me last time. Asked to see someone different and got told it has to be put in writing through 'the proper channels'. Oh well, tried right?

~Grace~ · 09-03-2009, 02:13 PM

I cant believe they discharged you when you are so obviously a danger to yourself.
I hate the bloody mental health system, I really do!!
Is there any follow up for you from the crisis team or your cpn.....from anyone?
Its just pathetic, it really is.

I really hope you can keep yourself safe and dispose of any tablets that you may have.

Thinking of you Emma xx

zowie · 09-03-2009, 05:14 PM

They are not treating you right and it's really pissing me off.
I really hope you can find a doctor, a nurse, someone who can actually help rather than push you away.
xx

Tears of Solitude · 09-03-2009, 07:52 PM

Thinking of you. Im sorry that they discharged you.

It makes me soooo mad that you are crying out for help and getting nothing back.

Please get rid of the extra tablets honey, be strong and fight the urges

Love Jade xxx

Casper_Fading · 09-03-2009, 09:37 PM

douche. that's what he is. a total ****ing douche. *cuddles you tightly*

ravynsoul · 10-03-2009, 12:39 AM

*hugs* i'm sorry Emma that the hospital system let you down again. Please keep trying to get help, please. we care for you dearly here. please try and stay safe.

Pomegranate · 10-03-2009, 02:20 AM

I am really sorry for not supporting any of you the last couple of months. You are all fantastic people and I hope and pray that one day you all recognise this fact and are able to find the strength to put all the pain and struggling you are experiencing now behind you. You all deserve to be happy and to get all the love and support you need to do this.

On Sunday I was section 136'd by the police for being on top of a car park with a lot of tablets. I spent 3 hours or so in a filmed police cell with an officer present and was then assessed where it was decided I needed to be in hospital. I went to hospital at about 3am but was discharged by the same psych who discharged me last monday at about 11.30am. Now I am a little lost. I do not know where to go next or who to approach for help. Everywhere I go I seem to get rejected. Sunday was not planned, I went where my head took me. It was not me that got anybody else involved. I am not proud but if it had not of been for the police then I do not know what would have happened.

I do not know where to go now to ask for help. My psych does not want me in hospital and I cannot keep myself safe. Your support has been the only thing keeping me going. I know that may sound melodramatic but it is true. You guys are amazing and I cannot thank you enough for everything you have all done the last couple of months and more.

ravynsoul · 10-03-2009, 02:24 AM

*sending you lots of hugs*

Casper_Fading · 10-03-2009, 02:47 AM

go through the 'proper' channels and get a new psych! or go above their heads! They have a duty of care to do what they can for you Em. Don't give up! Please please please don't give up!

Pomegranate · 10-03-2009, 04:52 AM

It hurts ok?, it ****ing hurts????!

I asked them, I really did and they said the doctor will have his reasons. That doesn't change the fact that it ****ING HURTS. I can HARDLY BRRAEATHE It hurts too much. I don't know what I did wrong, I didn't mean to do it wrong. I really didn't.

Pomegranate · 10-03-2009, 05:37 AM

I am not at my house, I am not their anymore. I cannot be reached. I am completelty alone.