“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
I'm seeing my GP on Friday. I asked for it as a safety net appointment. She wasn't overly enthusiastic about my making it. But didn't refuse.
If my bladder's still causing me problems then, I can speak with her then about it. I've had infections far worse before. I'll take natural remedies for it until Friday, and then see.
I feel really really vulnerable right now.
Last night I was convinced I would die in the night, it was so cold, and I was so alone. Like, I would freeze to death. And that I was the only person in a desolate and icy world, to be soon gone.
I'm still here. Tearful, anxious. But here.
My mind... freezes when I get in that emotional place.
I've been to work this morning, and am home for the rest of the day now. I was really busy at work, and that really helped.
The temperature has gone up a bit, which also helps me emotionally.
The way my panic attacks manifest are... various.
*snuggles close*
i do understand anxiety Katie. and i wish i had something to offer.
ive been taken off all my meds for anxiety and its been a big adjustment.
i admire you....i really do. whether you realize it or not...you work through your issues well. i know how hard it is and how much work it takes.
by the way, i love your avatar.
much love to you.
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A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference.