Does it need any medical attention sweety? Are you okay? Can you give them a ring and tell them how you are feeling? Let them know how bad you're feeling? I'm so sorry I don't have any good advice xxx
Its ok...there's not a lot anyone on RYL can do because of their non-physical presence....
Its not bleeding much any more, just looks like a large red spot.
I'm thinking of giving them a call, but I'm too scared to do it...I have problems with verbal expression and that could really make things difficult for me.
I have e-mailed my formteacher to say that the HTT haven't called back and that they're being useless.
My Mother is out of the house now, now would be a perfect time to ring...but I'm too scared. They always come up as being cold whenever I call them.
xx
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I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Could you try writing down what you want to say to them before you ring? What that be of any help at all? Hopefully your Form Teacher will come through for you, could he be of any help in terms of getting the HTT to do their job? *hugs* xxx
My formteacher hasn't replied. I think he's busy teaching atm.
I am using him to help me with the HTT, and I am thinking of calling him, but my Mother's coming back home and she would get angry if I did call the HTT or my formteacher.
I think I will have to wait until tomorrow.
Unless I crack before tomorrow.
Thanks for your ongoing help.
I will try to keep going, but the Woman in the Black Dress is becoming more and more evil by the hour.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Hold on darling.
PLEASE don't do this! ITS NOT WORTH IT, don't give your life to this crazy women, shes not real, tell her to fuck the hell off, because you love your mum & you DONT want to hurt her.
This women cannot hurt you, i promise. Whatever she says, don't listen & dont beleive her.
PLEASE get in contact with someone, get out the house so you dont hurt anyone. Go to A&E to keep safe if you must.
Please be careful,
xxxxx
I am going to wait for the HTT to come. The Woman feels so real, she can't be false, she must be real! Wednesday, the HTT will come on Wednesday.
I'm holding on tight to myself. Today is my Mother's birthday. I can't poison her on her birthday. I'll do it tomorrow or Thursday.
I FEEL HIGH.
I feel like I am floating on the clouds. The Woman is laughing at me, she says that she will have me around her little finger. She says that she will make me a Death Angel after I poison my Mother.
MY HEAD IS SPINNING.
I'm trying to stay grounded but I feel like I am spinning on this swivel chair and all I can hear is the Woman laughing at me and telling me things.
MY HEAD IS BEING TORN APART.
It has no more space for any more people. They're all reading my mind. They're all taking my thoughts away.
I AM DISGUSTING. I HAVE BETRAYED EVERYONE. I am sick of fighting. I am useless. Sorry sorry sorry sorry SORRY.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Tell her shes NOT real, she cannot be real darling.
Your not going to do it okay? Tell her you wont do it, you are stronger than that!
Talk to the HTT please! tell them everything, if they put you in hospital at least you wont be able to hurt yourself or anyone else & you can talk to someone when that women comes?
I love you,
be safe
x
I will talk to my formteacher tomorrow morning about this. I'll tell him everything. He already knows a fair deal from my e-mails. I'll tell him how unsafe I feel towards myself and others. I don't care about the consequences of telling him all these things; I'll just tell him all.
I don't want to end up in prison or long-term in secure ward for hurting someone.
But I just feel like I'm going to get no help, because of the circumstances. My Mother gets extremely angry with me every time I get into problems like this, I'm doing my exams and the HTT are discharging me back to my useless CMHT soon.
*SCREAM*
I've got the pin in my hand and its going into my arm. I can't breathe.
Physics. Sh*t. I need an A in that. I want to do physics in uni. Sh*t.
Thank you for helping me, I really appreciate it.
I will blast music into my ears to block out that Woman.
x
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I took my meds really early so that I can fall asleep early.
The Woman is saying lots of horrible things, but I'm blasting her out with music.
I managed to do some past papers in physics and they went ok-ish.
Thanks all.
You have been a great help.
I am scared and exhausted, but I am tired, which means I can escape to the Land of Sleep.
The Woman said I'll wake up in the morning to find my parents dead. Sh*********t.
x
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Hold on sweety, please hold on. Don't listen to this evil evil Woman, she isn't real, you can fight her. Keep ignoring her, keep fighting her. Please please talk to your form tutor, and/or your HTT, especially if you're feeling so unsafe. I'm so sorry that this is so scary for you, I can only imagine how scared you must be. *Hugs*
Hun I can't even begin to imagine how horrid this is for you, but please stay strong. Hold on. You can fight this woman.
Be brave and strong. you can do this. Hold on til you talk to your tutor.
you can do this. you can fight.
Pip
I have always felt that the moment when you first wake up in the morning is the most wonderful of the twenty-four hours. No matter how weary or dreary you may feel, you possess the certainty that...absoultely anything may happen. And the fact that it practically always doesn't, matters not one jot. The possibility is always there.
I had two physics exams today. I think they went ok...ish.
I told my formteacher everything and he has e-mailed the Home Treatment Team and they're seeing me tonight.
I will tell the HTT everything because this is going to kill me otherwise.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I had two physics exams today. I think they went ok...ish...I will tell the HTT everything because this is going to kill me otherwise.
Well done for the exams sweety, I really hope they went well. I really hope the HTT come through for you, and you feel able to get everything out. Let us know how it goes. How are you feeling at the moment? xxx
Rebecca and amialone, I love you both for helping me.
I feel exhausted atm. I've got three exams tomorrow. I'm revising maths and all I want to do is take an OD of my meds and fall into a long, deep sleep...
The Woman is still around, but I told her that I would destroy her using whatever powers I have. She's rather grumpy atm because of that and she's sitting in the corner of my room, muttering that I betrayed her trust or something like that. Sometimes she sends a threat at me, I think I made her really angry. I'm scared of what she might do in her anger. I told her that if she kills my parents, the authorities will put ME away in prison and then I won't be able to do anything for her.
I'm trying my best to rationalise to beat her.
Thanks,
I hope that you're ok,
Oly xxxxx
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
