2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Yes.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
Leon.
4. Miss someone?
Like you wouldn't believe.
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Nothing.
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Abbie.
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
Can't even remember.
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
Leon.
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Past. MH. Pain.
10. Last person to hug you?
Leon.
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
Abbie.
12. What was your last decision?
Amaretto or JD.
13. Do you have any piercings?
Nope.
14. Last person to disappoint you?
Me.
15. Who/What made you angry today?
C*nts. Me.
16. Last thing you ate?
Pancake.
17. Do you find yourself loved?
Nope.
18. Plans for the weekend?
None.
19. Last person you missed?
Him.
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
I don't have MySpace.
21. How much makeup do you wear?
ATM? Very little.
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Yes.
23. Where do you want to get married?
I don't know.
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Yes.
25. Have any cool scars?
No.
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
I'd not long got to sleep.
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes.
28. When’s the last time you ran?
God knows.
29. Can you dance?
Nope.
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
I hate it.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
1. Have you smoked a whole cigarette before?
All the time.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
No.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
There's always someone coming or going.
4. Miss someone?
Always.
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Nothing!
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Umm Support worker at my house.
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
I don't drive but I rode in Claire's car.
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
I've been in a shitty mood all day.
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Nothing that should be discussed.
10. Last person to hug you?
Claire.
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
M:'Remember to ask them to write a little note saying you're not fit to drive for the next year xxx.'
12.What was your last decision?
Whether or not to watch Russell Howard at 10.
13. Do you have any piercings?
Ears, Belly.
14. Last person to disappoint you?
My CPN.
15. Who/What made you angry today?
I don't get angry but my Care-co's lack of presence pissed me off.
16. Last thing you ate?
Strawberries and melted chocolate.
17. Do you find yourself loved?
Not really.
18. Plans for the weekend?
Possibly gym on Sunday.
19. Last person you missed?
My friend.
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
I don't use myspace.
21. How much makeup do you wear?
None, unless I'm going somewhere or meeting someone special.
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Sometimes.
23. Where do you want to get married?
I've never thought about it.
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
NO, my ears were pierced at a very young age.
25. Have any cool scars?
not cool ones.
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Attempting to get out of bed.
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes
28. When’s the last time you ran?
For the train on Tuesday.
29. Can you dance?
In my room alone or drunk.
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
Yes and No.
I will love myself despite the ease with which I lean toward the opposite.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Haha no
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
In general, my dad. Excluding family... I think my dad had one of his friends over a few weeks ago.
4. Miss someone?
Of course
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to school and work
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Uhm... good question. Maybe either April or Angie.
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
Dad
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
No one. Nothing. I seriously don't think I've smiled all day.
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Unpleasant thoughts
10. Last person to hug you?
Probably my sister, though I'm really not sure
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
Monday, from Philip
12. What was your last decision?
To do laundry
13. Do you have any piercings?
Just one per ear
14. Last person to disappoint you?
-_-
15. Who/What made you angry today?
Going to school and arriving early to my testing location only to be the one person in the room who didn't actually have a test today.
16. Last thing you ate?
Grapes
17. Do you find yourself loved?
*shrugs* I guess I am, but that doesn't decrease the feelings of abandonment
18. Plans for the weekend?
Work
19. Last person you missed?
So many people...
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
I don't have a myspace
21. How much makeup do you wear?
Normally just eyeliner and mascara. If my acne is really bad I'll wear other stuff to cover it up.
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Not normally
23. Where do you want to get married?
Not sure that I want to get married
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Haha, yeah, but not in public
25. Have any cool scars?
Scars, yes... though not sure that they're "cool."
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Reading while everyone else was taking standardized tests
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Of course
28. When’s the last time you ran?
Well... I ran across the street so a car wouldn't hit me this morning :P
29. Can you dance?
No
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
Not particularly
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
1. Have you smoked a whole cigarette before?
Nope.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Yes.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
I'm not sure actually.
4. Miss someone?
Of course.
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Waking up earlyish...hopefully.
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Hmmm I don't know.
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
My boyfriend.
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
Carlos.
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Next semester.
10. Last person to hug you?
Carlos.
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
Carlos...god lol. Anyway, the text says "I dont know any of them haha"
12. What was your last decision?
Well...I decided to stay up later than I should to do this lol.
13. Do you have any piercings?
Just my ears.
14. Last person to disappoint you?
I don't know.
15. Who/What made you angry today?
My brother and my mom.
16. Last thing you ate?
Chocolate covered raisins. I love those...
17. Do you find yourself loved?
Yea.
18. Plans for the weekend?
Well, the weekend is technically over now so...
But next weekend I'm going to a dance recital and my cousin is one of the choreographers/teachers. And I'm excited to see her little girls dance :)
19. Last person you missed?
My grandpa.
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
Who knows anymore.
21. How much makeup do you wear?
A decent amount.
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Nope. Kind of wish I did though.
23. Where do you want to get married?
I don't know yet.
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Sometimes. I remember having a few clip on ones I think but I had lots of earring "stickers."
25. Have any cool scars?
I have a pretty big scar on my knee but it's not really cool.
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Sleeping.
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yep.
28. When’s the last time you ran?
Ummm.......
29. Can you dance?
Eh. *shrugs*
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
Most of the time.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
Probably one of my dad's friends
4. Miss someone?
Yup. Plenty of people.
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to church
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Good question
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
My dad
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
My cat
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Various things
10. Last person to hug you?
Don't remember
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
From my dad telling me he'd pick me up from work
12. What was your last decision?
To listen to a particular album
13. Do you have any piercings?
Just ears
14. Last person to disappoint you?
April
15. Who/What made you angry today?
My dad
16. Last thing you ate?
Rice cake
17. Do you find yourself loved?
...
18. Plans for the weekend?
Church and work
19. Last person you missed?
Many people
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
N/A
21. How much makeup do you wear?
Not a whole lot
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
No
23. Where do you want to get married?
Not sure that I even want to get married
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Maybe
25. Have any cool scars?
:/
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Sleeping
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes
28. When’s the last time you ran?
While ago
29. Can you dance?
Not to save my life XD
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
No
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Nope
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
Neighbour
4. Miss someone?
So much
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
work
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Lord knows
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
my friend
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
no one so far
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Life
10. Last person to hug you?
mum
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
who even texts anymore lols
12. What was your last decision?
to run or not to run?
13. Do you have any piercings?
got a few
14. Last person to disappoint you?
myself
15. Who/What made you angry today?
just my shi*** life
16. Last thing you ate?
dont remember
17. Do you find yourself loved?
No
18. Plans for the weekend?
shopping and bumming around
19. Last person you missed?
an old friend
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
myspace? how old is this quiz lol
21. How much makeup do you wear?
normally no makeup
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
hecks no
23. Where do you want to get married?
outside somewhere
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
yeep
25. Have any cool scars?
Efff no
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
in bed
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes
28. When’s the last time you ran?
today
29. Can you dance?
Lol no
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
no
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Yes.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
A cousin.
4. Miss someone?
:(
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Visiting people
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
S
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
Don't remember.
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
R!
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
Leaving
10. Last person to hug you?
My boyfriend
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
Boyfriend. It was long.
12. What was your last decision?
Sucky.
13. Do you have any piercings?
Just my earlobes.
14. Last person to disappoint you?
:(
15. Who/What made you angry today?
Myself.
16. Last thing you ate?
Carrots
17. Do you find yourself loved?
Yes
18. Plans for the weekend?
Doing stuff with family
19. Last person you missed?
I don't know. I miss but also don't miss some people.
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
People still use myspace?
21. How much makeup do you wear?
None
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Sometimes
23. Where do you want to get married?
Lol.
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Haha I totally did!
25. Have any cool scars?
My knee surgery scar is pretty cool.
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Reading
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes!
28. When’s the last time you ran?
It's been about 6 months.
29. Can you dance?
Nope!
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
I have no personality, I'm exceptionally boring.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Yes.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
Matt?
4. Miss someone?
Matt.
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Working.
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Toni I'm guessing.
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
T, C, T and B.
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
Toni.
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
At the moment, SH.
10. Last person to hug you?
Toni.
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
J saying he didn't know a teacher very well lol.
12. What was your last decision?
Get drunk.
13. Do you have any piercings?
One in each ear.
14. Last person to disappoint you?
Stepdad.
15. Who/What made you angry today?
J. Mr B.
16. Last thing you ate?
A piece of quiche.
17. Do you find yourself loved?
**** off.
18. Plans for the weekend?
Work, homework, Christmas shopping.
19. Last person you missed?
Matt.
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
I don't have a myspace.
21. How much makeup do you wear?
Too much for my skin to stay properly healthy.
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Yeah sometimes.
23. Where do you want to get married?
Ooooh I don't know.
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Yeah no a lot though, they hurt me.
25. Have any cool scars?
I can't say I do, no.
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Physics.
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes.
28. When’s the last time you ran?
I ran up one of the isles at work yesterday.
29. Can you dance?
Not well! I plan to join a dance class at uni when I start though.
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
Not at all, I hate myself.
For you to be here now trillions of drifting atoms had somehow to assemble in an intricate and intriguingly obliging manner to create you. It's an arrangement so specialized and particular that it has never been tried before and will only exist this once. That is of course the miracle of life.
-Bill Bryson
Don't ever frown because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
my sister sarah
4. Miss someone?
yea
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
this.. lol
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
shelly
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
my sister
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
hm.. o well when i noticed we had apple pie... yea it cheered me up a bit haha
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
my mom mostly these days
10. Last person to hug you?
idk
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
Sarah
12. What was your last decision?
dont even remember lol
13. Do you have any piercings?
ho
14. Last person to disappoint you?
eh...
15. Who/What made you angry today?
-.- HER
16. Last thing you ate?
apple pie
17. Do you find yourself loved?
yea
18. Plans for the weekend?
none at all
19. Last person you missed?
my gf
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
i used to back when everyone was on myspace
21. How much makeup do you wear?
none
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
no
23. Where do you want to get married?
idk?
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
no o_O
25. Have any cool scars?
no........
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
sleeping
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
yea
28. When’s the last time you ran?
yesterday
29. Can you dance?
noooo
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
idk.. lol
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
1. Have you smoked a whole cigarette before?
Sadly, yes. It was a big mistake.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Yes.
3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
My boyfriend.
4. Miss someone?
Yeah, loads of people. Gosh, this is the first time I've answered this question with 'yes' in a survey. Wonder if I'm slowly, accidentally becoming a bit more extroverted.
5. What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to Homebase, tidying, spending time with my boyfriend, and then going to York for a drink and to a Burlesque night.
6. Who is the last girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
Depends what you mean by meaningful. Probably my friends.
7. Who last rode in the car with you?
Probably my dad.
8. Who/what made you happy/smile today?
Sounds stupid, but just the little things, like having a healthy dinner and being proud about it, and doing stuff like shopping and cleaning.
9. Whats on your mind constantly?
The mouse, at the moment.
10. Last person to hug you?
D.
11. The last text you received on your mobile, and who was it?
"Yay, okay gorgeous, see you tomorrow. xxx (hug)(kiss)". Boyfriend.
12. What was your last decision?
Gosh, one must make a gajillion decisions a day. I had to decide what kind of mop to buy in Asda. Whether or not to risk staying at mouse house tonight so I could spend more time with D, or come to safe house and spend time with family. I also made a decision this afternoon to buy a new bed.
13. Do you have any piercings?
I have simple lobe piercings. Used to have my lip pierced.
14. Last person to disappoint you?
Myself.
15. Who/What made you angry today?
Myself, for failing at voluntary work and being a better girlfriend.
16. Last thing you ate?
A peach yoghurt.
17. Do you find yourself loved?
Yes. Though I still can't understand why.
18. Plans for the weekend?
Saturday is aforementioned, Sunday will either be staying in York to see friends and an old one I haven't seen for ages, or coming back earlier and being with D.
19. Last person you missed?
D.
20. Do you have over 150 myspace friends?
I think I have, like, five. I haven't visited Myspace in years.
21. How much makeup do you wear?
When I do, it's usually tinted moisturiser and mascara. Occasionally with the addition of pressed powder, concealer and pale lip gloss, maybe an eyeshadow too.
22. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Sometimes I clean when I'm angry, but more often than not, no.
23. Where do you want to get married?
Hmm. Not entirely sure I want to get married at all. If I did, it would be somewhere outdoors hopefully, with fairy lights in the trees, lots of flowers and candles. I don't want an expensive wedding and would like a Grecian style or hippy-ish wedding dress, long-sleeved of course!
24. Did you wear clip-on/stick-on earrings as a child?
Sometimes, I had round green stick-on ones.
25. Have any cool scars?
None of them are cool.
26. What were you doing at 9:23 this morning?
Sleeping.
27. Have you brushed your teeth yet today?
Yes.
28. When’s the last time you ran?
No idea!
29. Can you dance?
I'm terrible at dancing.
30. Do you enjoy your personality?
Bits of it. Bits of it are incredibly irritating.
