I'm sorry to bump this everything is sliding . I'm back to being so numb and dead to it all. The imagery and flashbacks are awful. My eating disorders team have given up I have no idea how to fix this I'm so traumatised and triggered and petrified of weight gain that I can't make even the smallest changes. My concentration is so poor and falling far behind with work every time I look at its crap and rewrite it . I'm struggling to distract myself from overdose thoughts too. I just don't want to be in my body anymore.
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