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23-08-2013, 07:42 AM
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You will be fine just let it all out in cry, have a hug and go to bed. But I feel like I am being controlled left right and centre by everyone and manipulating. My heads telling me how I am a failure, my ex Marlon is still in my head psychologically/mentally. My parents are controlling me at home and I feel stuck
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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23-08-2013, 10:34 AM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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Why can't people just understand its the way things are at the moment yes I have done everything in my power to seek help and support yes I have spoken to my parents on how I am really feeling. I am giving up and eventually I will leave this world
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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23-08-2013, 12:18 PM
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I have no idea how else we can help you tbh.
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23-08-2013, 12:59 PM
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I wish I could but I can't it's not so simple so I have to accept th rubbish I call my boring life and accept I am gonna be permanently miserable
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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23-08-2013, 02:42 PM
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Do something then, find a hobby or pass time to get out of the house. You are the only one who can improve your life!
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23-08-2013, 03:46 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Lancashire
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Originally Posted by Ytak
Do something then, find a hobby or pass time to get out of the house. You are the only one who can improve your life!
This.
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23-08-2013, 07:57 PM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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I am trying to so hobbies I have a lot of hobbies I do to past time accept there's a slight issue my believes that I should be looking for jobs and I'm lazy and that I don't deserve to reading a book psychologically
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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23-08-2013, 09:55 PM
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Originally Posted by skinnylove911
I am trying to so hobbies I have a lot of hobbies I do to past time accept there's a slight issue my believes that I should be looking for jobs and I'm lazy and that I don't deserve to reading a book psychologically
I'm really sorry but I don't understand what you are saying here. Could you try and clarify?
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23-08-2013, 10:23 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2007
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Could you allocate a set amount of time each day in which to look for jobs? It is understandable that you think you should be doing this instead of hobbies but realistically you can only apply for so many jobs a day.
Or you could plan out your day to involve job hunting, errands and house jobs etc to make you feel you have accomplished things and then things you enjoy. Planning it out is often helpful because you then know you will get everything done and won't sit there thinking you should be doing something else.
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Given enough tea I could rule the world.
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23-08-2013, 11:13 PM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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I am often in the situation where I don't sit there and thinking and moaning about it I just do it
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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23-08-2013, 11:38 PM
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Petulant
Join Date: Jun 2007
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What did you think of chinahorse's ideas about planning your day out?
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*Proud Plumeria Sister*
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24-08-2013, 12:06 AM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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What I was trying to say is I find it hard to do non job seeking activities cos psychologically I believe I should looking at jobs 24/7 and socialising and reading books ain't great so I don't.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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24-08-2013, 12:09 AM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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I will try that and get back to you
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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24-08-2013, 12:15 AM
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Petulant
Join Date: Jun 2007
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I think that would be a great idea. Good luck. Maye post here if you want some ideas on planning. Make sure you give yourself plenty of breaks etc and reward yourself if you complete your tasks. What type of work are you interested in?
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*Proud Plumeria Sister*
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25-08-2013, 11:51 AM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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So I have decided I am going walk for two hours every day in the afternoon I'm gonna then make sure I fit in some studies in the afternoon followed by some reading
Walk to town first 30 minutes one mile
Have lunch at mind
Chat to Amy
then walk to my next town 4 miles and then walk home
Read book chill
Have dinner
Chill
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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28-08-2013, 10:23 AM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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Have decided to tell them again how I'm feeling
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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28-08-2013, 03:18 PM
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Petulant
Join Date: Jun 2007
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I think you also need to have a think about what you feel might be helpful or what you would like them to do and tell them that as well. There isn't much they can do to respond if you 'only' tell them how you're feelings. Although obviously being honest is also important.
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28-08-2013, 11:30 PM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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I will ask them my next steps on dealing with these horrible feelings in my mind and then will ring cpn up and explain my next steps but i gotta make sure I tell them at convenient time cos if I get therapy from NHS my cpn will vanish as I can't have both support its just one or the other
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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