Suicidal - updated - Page 3

[LittleMonster] · 13-05-2013, 04:55 PM

Well they called me up and asked if I could attend my appt a week early so I said yes..
They've also told me another person will be at my appt, I just got the letter and found it that they are an "Occupation therapist" so not really sure what that means..
There will be the speciality doctor from before, the head consultant of eating disorders and this occupational therapist.

I'm really nervous to be honest...they know that I'm worse which is why I guess they brought my appointment forward.
It's on 23rd May :/
xx

MissAnonymous · 13-05-2013, 05:06 PM

I'm glad they have brought forwards your appointment, it sounds like it will be a big meeting to discuss how they can help you in various ways. What would you like to convey to them?

I know when I have had a big meeting in the past, not that it lasted more than 20 mins, it was an opportunity to write something down that all the members of the team could read to help them understand what I wanted from the treatment; what my aims were, thus what they needed to do etc.

I don't know what an occupational therapist does within an ED team since our ED team was so small it never had one. I would assume they would help you with the functional skills of life with an ED, maybe learning how to go shopping in a supermarket and choose food for the purposes of healthy eating? Just an idea; if they did offer that I would assume it could be pretty useful

[LittleMonster] · 14-05-2013, 10:23 PM

Thank you for your reply.
I don't know what I want to tell them :/ Just that I'm fed up and tired of trying to fight alone and can't do it anymore..

I'm worried they won't accept me..

[LittleMonster] · 17-05-2013, 12:29 AM

I want to die

talaiporia · 17-05-2013, 01:04 AM

What's going on Kate?

[LittleMonster] · 18-05-2013, 02:15 AM

Everything.
I don't want to be here.

lottybear · 20-05-2013, 09:45 PM

How are you feeling today sweetie

Wonderland. · 21-05-2013, 12:12 AM

Sorry to hear that you are struggling so much Kate.

I do hope that they offer you some help.

*offers hugs*

[LittleMonster] · 21-05-2013, 06:40 PM

Not good at the moment.
My ed has gotten bad again . I'm not really purging but I'm restricting a fair bit :( I hate life right now...
I have the psych tomorrow and an appt at the edu on thurs

Wonderland. · 21-05-2013, 07:25 PM

I hope your appointments go well this week.

Do you know what it is that is making you feel so down?