what do you mean? it's Monday.
jasmine will not have to be in this position if it stops now.
i.know no one is taking me seriously now.
if you all want to carry on being brainwashed slaves then that's up to you.
but im going to carry on fighting this. with or without other people.
jasmine hates me. she won't look at me. she doesn't smile at me or acknowledge me. anyone else says one word to her and she smiles and laughs.
i knew it would happen. i just didn't know it would hurt so much.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Becky, i understand you firmly believe that the water is contaminated and that your scared for the safety of others. Im guessing you havent told anyone professional about this, is that in the fear that they will section and you will lose Jasmine completely.
Your posts have been getting scarily worse over the past few weeks, self medicating with the sleeping aids etc. whilst you feel now you still have a grip on this, what happens when you dont, all control everything your scared of will happen.
The stress of being apart from Jasmine is clearly taking a toll on your mental health, and i understand that right now you may feel im only saying because im brainwashed, but im not. Stress can represent its self in many ways.
Im worried about you and concerned that your making yourself unwell.
Your clearly worried that the bond with jasmine is dissapearing, but bonds are repairable and you can bond with Jasmine again. The hurt your feeling is natural, the situation isnt which makes it hurt more.
Loads of us here just want to see you happy with Jasmine in your own home, this is the outcome i wish for you.
I saw my cpn and social worker. I didn't say I knew.
Cpn said she got an email from the unit manager about some stuff I said to him last week.
I need to see the doctor. But don't want to. I don't like him. I said it should be OK because I didn't see him that long ago. But turns out it was January. Which was a while ago.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm OK. I'm fine.
I feel a bit flu ish, but apart from that I'm OK.
We used to have a great bond its gone. Completely gone.
I cant do this for much longer.
Part of me wishes that they would come and kill me.
Nearly all of me wishes I had succeeded in killing myself the first Time I ever tried.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Its happening to more and more people every day. I see it every day just getting worse.
Please stop drinking the water. I don't think there is that much time left until it takes hold fully.
DEACTIVATE FACEBOOK, DON'T DRINK THE WATER, DON'T LOOK AT THE POSTERS
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Becky are you talking about the posters that mention there being fluoride in the Water and the reflection of HAARP energy to 'effect our minds'?
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
I've seen the world collapse in on itself. because everyone is under their control. there is no need for secret murders, because everyone is under their control and no one will care if people are just killed in the street. because they don't see it.
i see trains crashing at high speeds next to the platform. i expect the debris to fly everywhere, but it never does. then everything just disappears. I've given up screaming because no one else sees it.
no one else sees it.
it's a huge responsibility for me. im just trying to warn people now.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
