The Giant Bouncy Castle

[shadowedseraph]

*cuddles kat* thank you for listening to me moan, i'm tired of myself! how are you?

[crazykat]

*cuddles shadow* Not good but I deserve to feel like this so it doesn't matter

[shadowedseraph]

*cuddles kat* it does matter! why would you deserve to feel like this?

[crazykat]

Its my fault they don't have a father, its my fault that my family is soo messed up. They are hurting and I can't do anything about it and it hurts to know I caused it all. Sorry *hugs*

[shadowedseraph]

*snuggles kat* i know what its like to blame yourself for all the things that happen to your family, and im a hypocrite, but its not all your fault life happens whether we are involved or not *hugs*

[crazykat]

Thanks, its just hard to see them hurting. Sometimes I wish I had never said anything, maybe then things would be better for everyone *hugs*

[shadowedseraph]

*hugs back hard* you had to speak out its important, i doubt they blame you

[crazykat]

Thanks hun *hugs*

[shadowedseraph]

hey *snuggles* thats what friends are for right?

[crazykat]

*cuddles lots*

[shadowedseraph]

*cuddles loads back* what time is it over there?

[crazykat]

*cuddles* Its 12:31am

[shadowedseraph]

*snuggles* yikes you must be cream crackered

[crazykat]

Haha never heard that expression before and no not really I am wide awake, my mind is in major overdrive at the moment *cuddles* What time is it over there btw?

[shadowedseraph]

*cuddles* its 3.45pm over here! Whats keeping you so alert?

[crazykat]

*Hugs* Just thinking about far too many things

[shadowedseraph]

*hugs* i can understand that, can you do anything practical (and safe) about any of them?

[crazykat]

*Hugs* Not really, I have taken some meds but they are not doing much

[shadowedseraph]

*big hugs* that sucks but i know the feeling, emergancy psyche changed my meds and they are doing a big fat 0

[crazykat]

I am gonna go to bed and read for a bit see if that helps, thanks for listening *hugs*