god even now ive cut them people loose it effects me whenever i see them online,
i know they are going to have an xmas get together and i wont be involved and i know not long after its my bday and we usually get together. its so silly its jus they have been such a big part of my life for the past fwe years :(
It's not silly. It must be very difficult to cut contact with people, especially as you have been friends for many years. You obviously had your reasons though and you are very brave and courageous for taking that step, well done you. You will get through christmas & your birthday, and I know it isn't much comfort but we will be here for you.
I know I am spending Christmas alone so can relate in some ways, and it's my birthday just before Christmas. It's a lonely prospect. If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me :) xx
hey im semi new here ive been diagnosed with bpd but havent been given much information, i have to wait a few months more to actually get any help but my doctor has put me on citalopram which helps my anger sometimes but i have still been down and more and more things are triggering me and ill have an episode that last days im at a lost end on what to do now as i cant just sit and wait for someone to be botherd to help me
sorry they gave you so little info., that can make it all so much worse, the 'not knowing'.
There are some good links in the first post; do you feel able to have a look at them?
Is your doc aware of how bad things are?
Perhaps, he could bring the appt forward?
Did he suggest anything in the meantime?
Def. worth ctc'ing him again to ask.
Hope you get something soon.
Pls let us know, ok?
Wondering how Carrie and Holly are doing. Anyone spoken to them?
i try and tell my doc how things are but they dont listen properly its like they think im making it up even tho they diagnosed me and didnt tell me. i tried to bring it forward but theres nothing i can do ive tried contacting places like MIND to help me with groupsand stuff but they didnt get back to me either i just feel like im slowly being distroyed by a paracite that i cant get rid of or even find something to make the pain and angst less i just cant seem to bring my mood up at all. nothing i do reali makes me happy anymore and ive pushed away tho love of my life :(
Not happy, not happy at all, dosulpin dose was upped, still not sleeping great.
Got woke up at 2am (after i had fallen asleep ok but with about 1.hr hrs sleep) by dad, had to drive him to hosp (hes ok) got back and the boyf was fidgeting so much i havent slept since AGAIN, waaaaaahhhhh
*cries* and i can stop eating! omg im going to have to do some exercise someone make me do it its not fair if only i could sleep properly then i wouldnt get so bad
yeh have u spoken to ur professionals about it. well u dont have to worry on here u seem very loved n u should use us as a support. i know how u feel though i can get extremely paranoid especially this time of year big hugs. if u ever need to chat or vent give me a pm
