Triggering (Abuse) - dissociative distress thread

[Kitkat :)]

Sorry to hear the appt brought up conflicting emotions about it - though I don't think the therapist would think you are lying or whatnot, but I understand where your scepticism comes from.

Hope everything is well for you all.

[hidingme]

Thanks Kathryn. We have decided to try her out more. Hopefully things will get smoother. hope ya'll are doing ok also. been waiting to see ya'll , but guess youve been busy.
take care
Daylia

[Emo]

helo mi Karla mi 5 wi no ben out for log tim mumi nd dadi say wi not real
know say wi are real
is it ok wi her

[flutterby butterfly]

We're around, we just tend not to post a lot. We are exhausted, but yesterday we decided to do something nice for ourselves so we got fish (pets). The kids love them & getting them to go sleep last night was just painful!! They have been named:
*Winston
*Pony
*Dori
*Squirt
*Chico
*Toad
*Tadpole



Mara & Ker x

[hidingme]

hey karla. of course its ok that yall be here. im sorry that your mommy and daddy say you arent real. that is such a mean hurtful thing to say isnt it?
They probably dont understand and wont try like our mommy and other famiy.
that is why its sometimes better to stay a secret to some ppl.

mara and ker-
those are cool names for the fish! sarah likes dory and squirt tha best. my fave is squirt cuz his dad was a ...oh umm,.. he was cool



Sadie (& karma)

[Emo]

Am mummy we said they weren't allowed to post and that because we were confused about things with all the alters but we have got past that now.

[hidingme]

angel
your mom wont let you post? does she monitor what yall do online?

hmm

[Emo]

No , the littles call me mummy and my husband daddy ... we hant been letting anyone post due to confusion about weather we had DID or not

[hidingme]

oh.. ok. thanks for clearing that up. =) umm well we still arent sure about us always either. hiding goes into denial and then we wonder if ..like we are just made up.. i think that is why we were arguing so bad last week over the T cuz well we arent sure if she believes us.

I think we rather be believed and be labelled as crazy than as liars and fakes..
but anyhow.. my point.. was just that.. yall arent alone in that.
feel free to post if/when you want,
i can speak for all of us.. in our bunch.. when i say we wont judge ya

SADIE

[[Luna]]

I had an awful day yesterday.
I went to counselling and that went alright but i don't remember leaving ... the rest of the day just seemed like a dream. I don't actually remember a huge amount of it but the bits I do remember seem distant and unreal.

[hidingme]

=/ sorry hope things get easier for you and your others will let you know what happened yesterday.
we dont lose time, sometimes its blurred, but that is usually it really. we have lost time in dreams and it was terrifying, but perhaps it is different when you really do.
anyhow hope things calm down for you all. take care

[Kitkat :)]

Wow this moved quick.

Daylia, so sorry I haven't been on that website, coursework's been getting a grip so when I go on my laptop it's only for coursework, I will be on soon though :)

Hey Karla, parents can find it difficult to come to terms with their children having alters, they just seem to find it an alien concept. Maybe your host could explain the situation to them?

Mara and Ker - Loving those names for your fish (: Blue likes the name Tadpole.

Crucifixion - We know how that feels, life still seems like a dream to us, have trouble figuring out what's real and what's not. I know how scary it is to lose. I haven't lost considerable amounts like a day, but even small amounts like an hour scare me because I have no idea what I did during that time.

Hope everyone's okay today.

[hidingme]

no worries kit kat think we just dont want you to forget about it =)

[Kitkat :)]

No I haven't forgotten about it (: though when I did go on the website I was confused about how to post and stuff, think I just need to learn the ropes :P

[hidingme]

we saw you posted some there. we are glad yall made it there finally. =)

[Kitkat :)]

Yeah it's really nice there - I think we'll be posting there a lot more. Thankyou for inviting us :) we would have posted on some other threads but the college computers are being really weird and keep losing connection when we try and go onto certain threads :/

Kathryn&Ayka

[DannieGirl]

we've felt so cloudy headed today, not had the motivation t move... we got dragged out in the car and ended up having a little crash.. nothign serious.. we've now got no emotion at all... none of us are able to do anything or get out..something is stopping us.

[hidingme]

yeah kathryn & ayka we are happy youre there!! =)

took our sig off here.. dont feel safe.. its too public here and too many outsiders can just read whatever.. so ..umm .. no offense but if you dont already know us or the colors we associate with ..then sorry but too bad youre sol.

[Kitkat :)]

Dannie - Sorry to hear about that, have you got any methods you can use to overcome the barrier? Hope you're okay after the crash.

Sadie - We're happy we're there (: yeah we know the feeling, I think Ayka posted about that on the other forum. We're considering taking ours off too. We've memorised your colours and the different ways in which you all talk so we'll know who's who (:

[flutterby butterfly]

Ok, we just wrote a massive long post & it's disappeared!! gay!

Anyway

Sadie - that's why we don't have our names etc in our sigs.

Dannie - we crashed a few days ago, still feeling rough. Hope you feel better soon & that your crash doesn't last as long as ours did. (hugs)

Crucifixion - hope you're feeling better. Sorry you had a rough day :(

Angel - we all have moments when we're not sure if this is for real I think. Every now & then I think I've made it all up then Ker will leave me a not so nicely worded note on my hand (normally in permanent marker) & I'll feel bad & it's all back to normal.

Kitkat - how are you?

Hope everyone's ok, sorry if we missed anyone out. We're not doing so good but we'll live.hey ho :)