thanks we are very very nervous! uggh.. we even dreamnt last night that we were back in the psych ward .. we think that dream was just cuz we are so nervous about T appt. sigh,, we will post about T appt after we go.. prolly on other board but maybe here too SADIE
twisty this morning.. so dont know who is where yet.
we are ok kathryn.. just nervous and have an awful headache this morning.. hmm..perhaps the weather is changing..
sorry school is stressing you out. that is part of why we never finished our bachelor's degree. was just too much plus working ful time and then all this about everyone in here.. something had to give and well it was our schooling.
anyhow hope things ease up for you soon and you feel better.
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Hope you can calm your nerves (:
I know, so tempted to drop out of college but I wanna get at least something - I doubt I'll be going to university, I just wanna get out there and start earning money.
wy it so qwiet in heer? evribodi bes ok? i hops so.
we sorta ok an sorta no good.. it confuz me. we nervus bowt lots stuf an i jus wana sta hom an hid weer it saf an no haz talk or see nobodi. but big ons sa we no can do tat cuz we haz go werk. =/ i no lik werk! no fayr!=( sarah
Hey Sarah, we don't like work either, especially not J & Kaia, he's 4 & she is 5/6. They get really bored, sometimes they come out & draw funny little pictures for Mara - it's fun & makes her laugh. Maybe if Hiding doesn't mind you could do that sometimes to stop you being bored?
How is everyone? We haven't been on here for a while, don't know why - just haven't, not that it's not been needed, just didn't feel like "talking" to anyone. Hey ho. Hope everyone's ok
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As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace,
falling into empty space
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I know Sarah, it has been awfully quiet.
Yeah we hate work too, I've been on work placement for the past 3 days and there's something about large groups of old people that unnerve me - I've been chain-smoking to try and calm me down.
hey yeah none of us care for work but the kids really hate it.. christopher often plays DS and tries to beat the level he has been stuck on FOREVER in mario bros.
i will win that part of it.. i will. it makes me very mad cause i always die! but i will win it someday!
umm .. ok.. what was i saying ? oh right.. work. Sarah realy hates work.. we try to keep her occupied inside while we are at work cause when she is out she is scared of the co workers and customers not to mention we have to try to switch fast to answer the phone. Crimson
I don't have much to say... I've been lurking, but things have been very chaotic for the past few months. Feels like I've been existing from crisis to fog to crisis without having any time to catch up with time, and all the spare time I have seems to go on uni work and trying to exist safely.
My therapist has mentioned starting to discuss my experiences of the Voices in sessions, and I'm terrified. I want to run in the other direction. But also, in a way, I want to talk about it. There are not many safe spaces to talk about this in my life, and the understanding that he seems to have is 'nice' (for lack of a better word).
For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know… we’re not what we’ve seen
For this dance we’ll move with each other
There ain’t no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other
not sure who is where right now so we arent using a color.
went to appt saturday. she seemed confused when she asked who she was talking to and we tried to explain how it is for us to be twisty.
guess it wouldnt make sense uness you have felt it. its even hard to explain sometimes.
she talked to sarah some asked what she likes to do and if she lkes to draw pictures and stuff.
i guess we said alot how we worry she wont believe us cuz she said she cant tell us on one visit yet but she does work with other DIDs and knows what it looks like.
we still are very anxious over it. we didnt set up another appt yet cuz we have to wait to see how money will be..but guess we will try to go again.
we will have to call her.
we had a big fuss with all of us inside this morning about it sorta outloud i guess.. we were posting on another board we go to and well everyone had to comment and it sorta became an argument over it.
sadie seems worried that we will be wasting money and she wont believe us and we will tell her all this private stuff about us and we wil just end up hurt..
none of us can really agree or disagree right now.
it is all causing alot of chaos inside. very twisty and switchy.
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