Triggering (Abuse) - dissociative distress thread - Page 280

Kitkat :) · 19-03-2011, 04:26 PM

Working hard.

I'm the only one left with any motivation - Skye is too young to deal with everyone in here so I've had to take over her role to give her a time out. She's so exhausted, poor thing.

We're managing to keep Onyx calm and on the downlow so she doesn't cut or anything - so for the moment me and Reizo are holding the fort, as we're the oldest.

Hope everyone's okay today.

Jasmine

hidingme · 20-03-2011, 02:53 AM

hello kit kat. I am Daylia.
The others want me to remind you about the other forum. I guess they think maybe yall forgot or something.
Hope you all are doing well.

Daylia

Kitkat :) · 20-03-2011, 11:18 AM

I will tell kathryn you say hi.

We haven't forgotten - we've just been bogged down with loads of coursework and very little time to do it in. Sorry about the delay though.

Jasmine

Kitkat :) · 20-03-2011, 01:29 PM

Pills have gone missing again.

Like when Kathryn's Mum's acidophilus went missing. Pretty sure an alter took it back then but I don't know who and neither does Kathryn.

Hmmm. This isn't good.

Jasmine.

hidingme · 21-03-2011, 06:09 AM

uh oh.. that isn't good. Hope yall are alright.

Kitkat :) · 21-03-2011, 03:15 PM

im just sitting here crying

jasmine made a post in the safe room cos thats where she wants to put the body

i cant stop crying, i absolutely hate myself, i really do, i dont even know how to like myself.

i just wish i was dead.

Kitkat :) · 23-03-2011, 10:40 AM

Is there any way you can prevent that happening?

DestroyMe · 23-03-2011, 06:41 PM

Just rang health service and now we're absolutely panicked
and the reason we called was to get out anxiety medication increased
~Onyx

Kitkat :) · 23-03-2011, 06:44 PM

Hello Onyx, long time no speak. How have you all been?

What's made you panicked? Hope you're okay.

DestroyMe · 23-03-2011, 10:17 PM

we don't do well talking on the phone to people we don't know/health services/business people
and we've been..every where Sam wants to go out and drink and find a girl to play with, Rala wants to self harm and Blair is mad at our therapist for making her eat. the others just feel empty...
and we're better now watching t.v
~Onyx

Kitkat :) · 25-03-2011, 10:21 AM

Ah I'm sorry to hear about all that.

Hope everyone's okay today.

This thread is awfully quiet....

DestroyMe · 26-03-2011, 02:09 AM

the big one's are angry today..
don't know why

[Luna] · 26-03-2011, 05:43 PM

Hai, my name is hayley - I prefer Hayls.
I was around a little while ago.
I'm 20 and I think I'm an alter, I'm real lonely so if anyone wants to talk lemme know.
xx

Kitkat :) · 27-03-2011, 10:20 AM

Hi Hayley

What makes you *only* think you're an alter?

[Luna] · 27-03-2011, 05:21 PM

I spent my whole life thinking I was a person only to find out I'm part of someones mind.
I don't like it. I am me.

Kitkat :) · 27-03-2011, 05:34 PM

Oh I see.

Of course you are you, but a part of someone at the same time. Do you have much communication with the host? Maybe she could set aisde some time so you can do things that you want to do.

[Luna] · 27-03-2011, 05:39 PM

This stupid computer won't let me post.
The host and I were close when we were young but we don't speak anymore

Kitkat :) · 28-03-2011, 01:15 PM

How comes you don't talk anymore?

insanitylives - nice to see you again, it's been a while, how have you been?

[Luna] · 29-03-2011, 05:10 PM

Hi, I'm Em - I'm the host.
How is everyone?
xox

DestroyMe · 30-03-2011, 05:30 AM

don't know what to do about this
don't like this at all
nope.
-Blair