Messages.

[x-dying-inside-x]

J please come back to me please.
i didn't hae you i was just angry but i didn't want you to die.
i want you back, i need you.

[Painful]

Graham - I never even got to see you. I always here stories of how amazing you were, how you loved kids and would have adored me. I can't believe i didn't even get a chance to say hi to you, you left too soon. I really just wanted to meet you, just once, now i'll never get the chance.

Rosemary - You were such a laugh :( I feel bad for not visiting often, i didn't think you would leave so soon. I still remember you saying to me "Next time you visit, we can go swimming with gran!". We never got to do that :( I just feel so awful, i thought you were going to get better and i didn't think you'd leave until years to come. I really miss you <3

Tony - The most amazing grandad anyone could wish for. I think about you every day, its been only a few months since you passed but it seems like yesterday i was holding your hand saying "its going to be alright", with a fake smile on my face, fighting back tears. I guess my dad was right, you were just holding on to see your family one more time. I still cant understand why your gone. I would do anything to be with you, you were just indescribable, a truley amazing man... I love you so much.

Catherine - Your death shocked the entire town. You were only 16, you had your whole life ahead of you. We'll always remember you for the amazing footballer you were but most of all, the best friend you can get. It's almost a year since you went away. Went away and never came back. Out of everyone that could have happened to, it happened to you.

God needed an angel, and he picked you

RIP♥

naomi-theres not a day that goes past, that something doesnt remind me for you,i miss you little smile, lighting up any room you walked in to, i miss you in ict, i can just hear ur voice, the day before you came an angel, telling me about ur party and how u were going go-karting,and the little stockies. miss you huni

[pixiedust]

I dreamt about you last night. It was your wedding. Emily messed it up but you still looked so happy. You were beautiful. Your family were all crying because you looked so well. Your brother was at the front looking so proud of you. And then I woke and realised that'll never happen now. I miss you Stephanie.

[x-dying-inside-x]

J, i think i've found someone who wil love and care for me but im scared and why because you are gone.
i know you never loved me but you cared for me but i loved you more than anything.
its mad im writing this because its only been a month but you know i've known him for a while and right now i need someone to look after me because im not coping.
i dont know what to do.

[PointeLullaby]

Been thinking of you way too much lately.
Miss you lots.
<3

[skyran]

i don't know what to do with my life - i think i'm terrified of making the wrong decision. i've learned to value life, but it doesn't feel like enough somehow. i want to do all the things you never got to do, and all the things that make me happy, but i'm scared of making those choices alone, even though it's inevitable, because that's when i'll really have to face that this is how life is; that you won't be coming home. i mean i know that, but....

i'm going back to paris in april, and i'm going to do what i never got the chance to the first time, for you. i miss you and think about you all the time.

i hope that you're happy wherever you are, and that the sun is shining.
xxx

[Silvery_Gold]

I haven't thought about you properly in a few days. That just hit me when I went to write this and it makes me want to cry. I'm not supposed to let a day go past without thinking about you. I want so much for you to be here. I love you. I miss you. I hate that I didn't get the chance to know you better. I hope you aren't ashamed of me.

Please help me.
I love you always and forever <3
xxxxx

[xxhappydaysxx]

I feel so alone in this tonight. I still cant believe you are gone. Im trying not to think about the events of 6 months ago, it hurts too much, I wish I could turn the clock back. I was on the phone to you 6 months ago. You were okay.
I wish I could go back and piece together what went wrong that night.
I know you wanted peace, but why, why did it have to come to this? I wasnt going anywhere.
God, I miss you. Everything about you.

[Invert]

Auntie N - I never thought I'd miss you this much. I feel as though I didn't know you as much as I could have. I wish I could go back in time and make more of an effort, share more with you, have more memories. You were like a second mum to me, always there when I was younger, cooking tea, having us over. But yet, when it comes down to it, I don't even know the little things. Your favourite tv programme, your fave meal. It's those things I wish I could have gotten to know. You're never far from my thoughts though. I love and miss you so much x

[deadstar]

I still think about you everyday, hun. And i know the others do to. You were too young to go and christ, the weeks after were so difficult. I still can't believe you're gone and i still expect to see your smiley face at college. I miss your big hugs and your contagious laugh and taking the piss at group- TESTICLE SANDWICH!!! Things with A are still a bit strange because i can tell she still thinks about you when she comes to see me in Henley. She cared about you, we all did and **** it, i still do. I saw you as a little sister and i valued you like one. Even though we wernt all that close, i think the way we met tied us together- anyone walking in that room feels such affinity with each other, you get me? I feel like i know more about you than people i've known for years.
So many things i want to say to you. I hope things are easier for you now you little star :)
Loads of love hun
xxx

[HopeRises]

Everyone keeps telling me i'll get over this..it will stop hurting but right now i can not see the day.
They keep telling me your happy now. I really hope you are.
I love you!

[x-dying-inside-x]

i'm sorry i let you down.
I'm sorry i couldn't keep you.
I will love you forever.
xxx

[Iclemyer]

It tears me in to tiny pieces to know that I will never be able to hold either of you two again. I would give anything in the world for just one more hug from either of you two

I miss you both so so much
I will always love you both

RIP x x x x x x x x

[HiddenStar]

Grandad - Been nearly 18 months =( I miss you soo much. People don't understand when they talk about there grandad's i have to walk away. I wish i could see just once more, I would do anything to see you agian i would really. Tina's been a silly cow and it's like she blamed me for her hated dad again and now i can't come and see yuo =( she wont let us go down to see her no more which mean i wont be able to go down wales and mean i wont be able to see you =(. I miss you gamps. i love you, your muy world my everything =( R.I.P x


Jamie - Been 8 months tomorrow boy! i cannot believe your actully gone. There was over 120 peds and bikes at your funeral babe. Was the prettiest thing i've ever seen, the ped was there babe. Your mu was carrying your nike hat, =( Your 18th on the 21st, might go to the party babe. Everyone down here misses you. Ghost Rider Forever. R.I.P x

[littlewhisper]

Granny its your birthday today
i still think about you everyday
i love you x
i know your an angel

[littlewhisper]

Daisy..seems so unfair you were taken
you were so talented..and probably stil are hun
love you so much
R.I.P sweety thinking of you xx

[graceylouu]

nan i miss you so much
things were never the same after you left and the same with you uncle dunkie
i wish i had told you more that i loved and how much i appricaited how much you cared for me.
dad was very sad after you both left and he never really recovered just covered it up.
even after 7 years things havnt got better.
its nto fair you left, i was so young i needed more time with you. i would do anything just to have a moment back. i miss you so much. you will forever be in my heart xxxxxxxxxxx

[x-dying-inside-x]

dear lucy,
i was thinking about you last night.
do you remember the day you said to me life is what you make it?
I do it was a monday morning in form at then four days later you died.
i hope you were happy with what you made of your life in the short time you had had because im so proud of you.
xxxxxxx

Happy Birthday mummy xxxxx