I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
i hate feeling like this
so crappy and pointless
i have eaten as well, so she is going to be upset with me and i am going to cut badly because if i dont then she will kill me
urrghhhh
sucky
i need to lose weight
i feel full
i hate this
kill me?
please?
there is so much i want in this world, but i won't get any of it, so i won't try anymore, i give up, i suck at everything anyway
i feel pointless
so utterly pointless
take me off this wasted planet and give me a life of meaning
i hope everyone else is better than me
much love
xxxx
I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
i found out last night that my best friend has started to Self-harm and she is'nt eating so im really woried about her because last time she self-harmed she nearly got thrown out of her house.
*hugs* i havent been here in while (^-^)yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy bubbles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
*hugs* You're not worthless, hun. Please don't hurt yourself.
I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
your not worthless. see here if you think no one cares about you
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
you are not wothless trust me.... you are not.....*BIG hugs* its going to be alright dont worry ok?
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
meh. ive never posted in here before so hello. its 4.14 i cant sleep again. im starting to cut more often and honestly cant really be bothered stopping myself.
anyways hope everyone else is feeling better then me
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers