oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
like a few people have said, they did other stuff for ages before
my first proper cut was when i was fourteen
but as long as i can remember from as young as three i've injured myself deliberately and got the same feelings of relief ect
i was 15 when i made the first real cut that bled but before that i would pinch myself so had to keep from crying that i would have indents and marks on my hands or arms. I've been pulling my hair out when i am frustrated for as long as i can remember. i also bite the inside of my lower lip until it bleeds as a habit from when i was really little...before i knew what i was doing.
I can fly, I can fly among the clouds
All I need are a pair of wings,
outside help, and a little faith
You are valuable, don't let anyone tell you differently.
Love Gives Me Hope
I started cutting at around 14/15, it became fairly regular for a couple of years, for a good 6 months i haven't felt any urge, but it seems to be creeping back on to me, i'm 17 now.
♪The miles are getting longer it seems, the closer i get to you ♪
i was 18 years old, which is probebly older than most of you are now, i was depresssed for years but it wasn't until i was 18 and almost our of highschool that everything was just too much and i did it, now i'm 23 and even though i'm only at 3 months cut free now i know i'm over it, i might slip up but i'm ready to be done
"Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even our troubles" ~Charlie Chaplin
I was 12 when I first started cutting, never delved into anything but that, but was a frequent cutter for 12.5 years before the thought of trying to quit entered my mind.
I was 11 too. It does seem really young when I think about it now and I have changed so much yet my way of coping has not. Weird.
It is true that you may fool all of the people some of the time; you may even fool some of the people all of the time; but you cant fool all of the people all of the time - Abraham Lincoln
Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think - La Bruyere
Happiness depends more on the inward disposition of mind then on outward circumstances - Benjamin Franklin
Scratching when I was 11, First cut just before my 12th Birthday, stopped for a few months when I was 14 but started again pretty quickly and got worse with burns, OD, bruises etc.
It feels young, but if a lots happening it can form a habit and then it turns into the first thing you turn to for relief, so even if circumstances were different then, the coping mechanism stays the same.
I was 16/17 when i first cut but i had had depression from about aged 12 and i used to plot my own death from then. I had cut once when i was young but i'd never really considered it self harm.
Actually just recently i remembered that during senior school i used to get really angry at myself/life/the world and bite my hands. This was a pretty common occurance but i've never considered it to be self harm before.
i scratched/pinched/hit to hurt my self since... i cant evan remeber any more but i started cutting a year ago today which makes it 14 :)
Don't get the octopus upset, It may eat itself!(8)ismfof - WTFWJD
im tired.... so tired of hiding my self, my life, my world.
what is so wrong with being me?
whats wrong with what i do?
i can't see why i should be ashamed any more!
I first cut at age 12 when I wanted to see y a friend did it so much. I hated it at first than after a ruff day at school did it a few times and now do it on a day to day baceis