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18-01-2011, 10:13 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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just feel like a total screw up, that wont amount to noithing.would be better if i was dead. then they wouldn't have to put up with me screwing up.
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18-01-2011, 10:41 PM
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#502
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Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: Montreal
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Just got out of the hospital and I'm sick of trying to convince everyone that I'm fine... but i can't tell them I'm not without people making me feel guilty or uncomfortable.... I just wanna end it all
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18-01-2011, 10:59 PM
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#503
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Chat Mod
Join Date: Aug 2009
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Shadowedsoul: you're not a screw up. It would not be better if you were dead. Please be careful.
ck2200: Can you tell everyone how much you're struggling?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do. We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us. We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
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18-01-2011, 11:05 PM
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#504
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Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: Montreal
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No it would either cause me to end up in the hospital again or people would just make me feel like crap or both
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19-01-2011, 12:28 AM
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It's like the darkness is the light
Join Date: Nov 2010
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I cant do this anymore
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It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
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19-01-2011, 03:05 AM
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#506
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Join Date: Mar 2010
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please make it stop.
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"this is the room where you don't have to be brave"
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19-01-2011, 05:59 AM
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got 100 steps to go but tonight i make it 99
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: Grouch's trash can, Seasme street
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So that'as it. I done it again right. I have for 23 years now, for 23 years i have opened presents blone out candels and eaten bloody cake. Which i don't even like that much i may say and every year i have made a wish. Just for life to change. Just for this year to be better.
So i am here right but nothing ever changes and it never will apart from the fact now when i check into A and E with and OD or self harm, their clever little system is going to work out i am 23 instead of 22 when i tell them my date of birth.
Well i don't think i can do it any more, in fact i know. I am beateen now. I am giving up. I think it's over
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"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
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19-01-2011, 07:24 PM
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#508
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I want to exorcise the deamons from your past...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: a place of nothingness
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lost in dreams: Hun, I'm so sorry. You were so kind to me the other day and I never asked how you were. :( I hope you feel better soon. You are such and amazing person and I would be DEVASTATED if something happened to you. Please always feel free to PM me. I'm here for you 100% and I will be on as often as I can...I promise you. And I really do hope your wish comes true this year. *hug*
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~Delancey
Please note that I don't use this account anymore. My account is now: backafterthebridge if you need me. Stay safe!
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20-01-2011, 01:36 AM
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#509
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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damn it, im having really stuiped thoughts again, my mind is racing and i cant sleep. i was in such a high today, guess it just crashed.
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20-01-2011, 01:59 AM
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#510
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Join Date: Dec 2010
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Shadowedsoul that sucks. I'm sorry. Hugs. I hope you feel better and can sleep soon. I'm having a hard time too. Stupid thoughts go away!! I care aboutvyou hun! Please stay safe...
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20-01-2011, 02:10 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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hugs mum,i care about you too. argh this is crazy, cant stop thinking that killing myself would be for the best. then i would be such a burden on my family. my life is one big mess. sorry
Last edited by shadowedsoul : 20-01-2011 at 02:23 AM.
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20-01-2011, 02:51 AM
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#512
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Join Date: Dec 2010
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You have nothing to be sorry for Shadowedsoul. You've done nothing wrong. I just hope you can get feeling well sometime soon. It's just awful feeling awful You don't deserve this. :( hugs
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21-01-2011, 01:08 AM
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Brew
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: Ohio
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I can't stop cutting deeper and deeper into my wrist. My friends saw it and kinda freaked out cuz it's so deep. I think I'm gonna kill myself. I want to so badly. I just hate that I want to. I'm so confused and conflicted.
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Another day - Another play - Mold the clay Straighten it out -Make it lay - Breathe upon the living creature Lungs burn - Heart pumps - Fingers twitch - Becomes alive - Burn and fly - Time to rely - Upon a lie.
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21-01-2011, 07:28 AM
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#514
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got 100 steps to go but tonight i make it 99
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: Grouch's trash can, Seasme street
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Originally Posted by Looking4Hope
lost in dreams: Hun, I'm so sorry. You were so kind to me the other day and I never asked how you were. :( I hope you feel better soon. You are such and amazing person and I would be DEVASTATED if something happened to you. Please always feel free to PM me. I'm here for you 100% and I will be on as often as I can...I promise you. And I really do hope your wish comes true this year. *hug*
I'm Ok, I'm sorry it was just a week moment. I feel a bit better now. I hope you are doing a bit better to. Thanks for your support.
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"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
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21-01-2011, 12:48 PM
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This Member is currently Banned
Join Date: Jan 2009
Location: in a dark and dangerous place
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i will be dead soon 
just wanted all of you to know that i love u all
i will be at peace soon
i will be free
its already planned
dont think i can do this anymore
love you guys....
it wont affect anyone...
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21-01-2011, 11:07 PM
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#516
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Join Date: Dec 2010
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No. I miss you. Besides that suicide notes aren't allowed in here.. We can't accept your death... What an awful thing for us to imagine! We care about you! Please get some help, call a helpline... Go to A & E. It sounds serious. Now is not the time to fool around. Get some help. Call someone. Please. Hugs.
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21-01-2011, 11:13 PM
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#517
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Join Date: Aug 2010
Location: In a bubble
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Why did I lie to my GP? I know my Mum was in there... but I feel guilty now.
Biggest lie I have ever told:
I have never thought of killing myself.
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'Dreams are like angels
They keep bad at bay.
Love is the light
Scaring darkness away.'
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21-01-2011, 11:34 PM
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#518
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Join Date: Nov 2008
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damn it i feel so frigging suicidal. just want it all to end.
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21-01-2011, 11:40 PM
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#519
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Join Date: Dec 2010
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Hugs Shadowedsoul. What's happening love? Why so down?
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21-01-2011, 11:42 PM
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#520
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Join Date: Dec 2010
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Oh Sprinkles. I know that feeling... Being torn. It sucks. Hugs
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