I'm not entirely sure I want to be alive any more ... grr stupid flashbacks ...
Beauty: RIP 3rd November 2008
Dylan left us 23rd March 2012
PM me any time you need to talk and I'll answer as soon as I can.
"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future" LOTR
I hate being under emotional duress... I cant hold on with so much emotional pain
~Matt~
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
Good afternoon wardies how are you all *hugs everyone*
Beauty: RIP 3rd November 2008
Dylan left us 23rd March 2012
PM me any time you need to talk and I'll answer as soon as I can.
"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future" LOTR
*hugs all* sorry I haven't been on in the last 3 weeks but I was camping at circus and didn't have access to le internet. I'm back now though.
Not feeling well at all. Don't know what to do. Went for a walk, because that has helped in the past but I got really scared of an ambulance and then one minute later I got triggered by a baby wearing a shirt with a pirate on it.
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
I can't handle all the emotional distress and pain I am going through... but its becoming increasingly difficult not to do bad things... oh how I would really like to, but I am barely hanging on
~Matt~
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
Beauty: RIP 3rd November 2008
Dylan left us 23rd March 2012
PM me any time you need to talk and I'll answer as soon as I can.
"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future" LOTR
I'm exhausted thanks and nervous about whether counsellor's going to tell the doctor anything I told him considering what I said ...
Beauty: RIP 3rd November 2008
Dylan left us 23rd March 2012
PM me any time you need to talk and I'll answer as soon as I can.
"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future" LOTR