i love that i can now finally see you more and that now i know yoiur stresses are gone
i just wish i could say the same has happened for me
i need you and you dont know how much
because i know to tell you would scare you away and i've only just got you
The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears
[Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
I'm fat. I'm alone. I'm scared.
And I can't tell anyone this in real life because I'm scared that I'll come across as an attention seeker. So please, just notice me.
Or don't, and I'll slip away, waiting for the moment I slip up and you notice i'm gone.
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
I hate you because I love you. Can't you see how much it hurts me? Well fuck you then. Just fuck this. I give up. I give up on you and all the bullshit you told me. You LIED. You're a liar.
WiShinG The DePressIOn Will FlOaT...away like bubbles...
Stop messing with my head. May aswell get a knife and stab me while your at it cause you killing me, you're killing me. I'm sorry. I know you're not a bad person but you're killing me
i feel like shit lately, so fucking alone and empty.
youre making me feel worse.
im not going to change my perspective just because you dont agree.
doesnt mean i love you any less,
i just want to be my own person.
i wont give in.
just let me have my own opinions.
its not worth getting this upset over.
You think that when it gets hard I'm going to bail on you? Turn around and run in the opposite direction? You really think that poorly of me? You've got a lot to learn, my love.
I feel like nothing has happened to me that is severe enough to warrant my place on this site.
I feel like I'm not really ill, that they're diagnosing me so they can give me medication to keep me quiet, and so I look like another person they've 'helped'.
I feel like I don't really have issues with self harm, because there's just a small amount of scars.
I feel like I have no serious food issues because I am physically healthy.
I feel like a fraud, and I think I should leave.
But I won't, and for that I am sorry.
i miss you, i wish you were here, stood on this cliff top with me, and you could grab me and stop me falling but i cant tell you i'm up here and i hate myself for it
i really need you more than you're ever going to understand - i hope we can se each other more so i can feel the safety of your arms
The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears
[Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
She's back.
She's only quiet now because I put on a happy song.
Nice Weather For Ducks, it's good for the kids.
I think she'll be gone again by tomorrow.
I'm missing you terribly. I can't stand not talking to you, it tears me apart. I need you. Just the things you are doing at the moment scare me, I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want to lose you. So much is happening for me right now and I can't deal with it, and it feels so much harder without you. Your screen name nearly made me cry when I logged on, I want to talk to you again, I just don't know if I can cope. At least while I don't know what's going on in your life I can pretend like everything is ok. That you're ok and that I don't need to worry. I know its not true, but it's all that's keeping me together. I don't want to lose you as a friend, I never do. Just right now it makes more sense for me to stay away from everything that you are doing. I know that you probably think that I'm being insensitive and hurtful, but I can't juggle my own issues right now and I don't want you to feel like I'm ignoring you because of it, this way you know I'm not.
I'm sorry.
A little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can’t get over it....
♥ Davo
2022111007
I'm scared
I wish I'd done it that night instead of being chicken shit
Then I wouldn't have to feel anymore
Do it for me?
You don't need me anymore
And I'm tired and pathetic
Take me away from this shit Understand
Please?
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Please. I'm sorry, for whatever I've done. I've probably just annoyed the shit outta you. I always do that to people. But please. Don't leave me. You make me feel.. good about myself? I don't feel worthless anymore. Please, don't leave me. I don't know what to do. It's so hard to admit that I like you. But I do. Please don't go.
But if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive.
So i tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times.