I am in absolute agony with my hands they feel awful, the pain in my hands is getting unbearable. I feel like crying 😪😪😪😪
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
Trying not think about my life anymore, i just ned some space where i can listen to music, go on youtube etc.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Happy, sad, mad, hurt... the list goes on, I can't really put my finger on it, I just feel blah/numb. Like everything going on in my head is overwhelming. Overstimulating.
I'm nervous. I feel really insecure about who I am, how I appear to others and I'm scared to death of screwing up this college course. I'm scared everyone will hate me/judge me on this first evening. I mean I hate me, why wouldn't they?
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
Im stressed out, anxious and sad.
My physiotherapist tells me to take 50% school and distribute school over 4 years instead of 2 years. :\
So I don’t collapse every other week. But that makes me feel like im failing.
Because all my friends moving past me and finishing school years before me, even when I am top in my class ☹ I'm being held back by my anxiety and depression
Daniel 16 years old
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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