my ex is now dating my mate which i find discusting after what he did to me, i tried to help her, tried to make her realise that he is no good, now she has decided that we r no longer friends, which i find pretty pathetic, and now thay are both threatening me to tell the teachers and friends and family everything
In my opinion it's not really your place to say anything, if they want to date then let them, she will find out if he's nice or whatever on her own..It would be wrong of them to say stuff to people, maybe ask NICELY that they don't?
It's hard to keep up with all this drama..It's like Eastenders or something like that.
i just always mess thing up with everyone and everything. like my relationships,
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
IT FEELS LIKE I HAVE NOBODY
I NEED SOMEBODY
WHO ATUALLY CARES
WHO WILL BE THERE FOR ME
SOMEONE WHO I CAN ATUALLY TRUST
THAT WONT BACKSTAB ME
BEFORE ITS TOO LATE << i put this on my tumblr account last night
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
You're what? 12 years old? You have your life ahead of you, there's a lot more important things to worry and work on! Like your school work, your health etc etc..
Boys are not important.
I've asked this about 3 times the past few days and yet to get an answer but i'll try again...
ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK INTO GETTING YOURSELF SOME HELP?
Let's just clarify: What do you want help with? Getting over Sean, self harm, or your ex being with your friend?
There's nothing we can do about your ex/friend situation, and we've already given you thousands of ideas on how to get over Sean.
i do not want me ex back in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 years,
self harm
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
BLERGH! Ok, i'm done on this thread. We are all here trying to save you from yourself and right now we are just watching you being content drowning. Do you think we would fight this hard with you if we didn't care? If we didn't know that in a year, two, three, you'll look back and regret all this? This is my last post in here, I refuse to watch a 2012/13 Not so Romeo and Juliet.....not a movie I want to see.
You're what? 12 years old? You have your life ahead of you, there's a lot more important things to worry and work on! Like your school work, your health etc etc..
Boys are not important.
I've asked this about 3 times the past few days and yet to get an answer but i'll try again...
ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK INTO GETTING YOURSELF SOME HELP?
im 15, i do not see the point in most of the lessons in school, my boy / s come first, always have, always will
their is no local help
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Not so Romeo and Juliet.....not a movie I want to see.
for whatever reason i find that quite amuzing as we have just finnished romeo and juliet in school
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
i do not want me ex back in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 years,
self harm
Okay then, well are you seeking any help in person (as Mike has asked 34753489 times)? There are many options, such as telling your parents, going to see a GP by yourself, or visiting the school nurse/counsellor.
It is extremely hard to stop an addiction alone, as you probably know from your bulimia. What helped you to battle that?
Oh you poor, poor child, you have to get your priorities right.
Really? You live in Harrogate, right? As far as i know that's in London? I know London has a lot of support things set up...Go to your doctors!
harrogate is in north yorkshire
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I'm sure North Yorkshire has something, a good start will be telling your parents and then seeing you GP..I know it's not easy, not at all! We've all been there.
i guess i could say i still struggle with my eating disorders now but i have notest that when im not eating i dont get the urges to cut myself
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Reason: removed length of time not eaten for
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Oh Mike, Harrogate is 13 miles away from where I live when I'm not at uni. And I happen to know the MH and SH support there is excellent.
Ashlee, you want us to help support you with your self harm. which we have all given you advice for. Which is as follows
YOU NEED TO TALK TO AN ADULT IN HARROGATE ABOUT THIS AND NOT US.
Also, you aren't supposed to ask us things like what songs we reccommend in a support thread, but in review and reccomendation thread. As it takes support from others who may need it.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
