When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross, And if you happen to you'll wake completely lost.
I remember someone old once said to me:
that "lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face? Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain. But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Don't be sad,
Keep smiling,
Leave this open to communicate
Lying there on the desk you left a letter,
When I touched it, it shivered in my hand.
I rub the surface to see your face in the mirror.
Translation lost me in a crowded room.
Leave exposed the wounded,
Look down, kids, it starts to decompose.
Looking for some meaning or recognition
And your eyes are as blank as my head and heart.
I rub the surface to see your trace in the mirror.
Translation lost me in a crowded room.
If you want to believe everything you say it keeps you high and in control.
What I can't understand is why you would want to give the impression of a young lost soul.
In the end you lack a stance on important subjects that you've lost,
It's like you're out of control.
Then you turn round,
My head cracks like it's for the millionth time again.
(Liberate the illiterate)
And you wanted to jump half a canyon,
I'm at least a companion to it all.
(Liberate the illiterate)
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
Evanescence - Like You
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
She was drivin' last friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
"You are imperfect and you are wired for struggle, but you are worthy of love and belonging." -Brene Brown
It's late and I'm feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping.
This constant compromise
Between thinking and breathing.
Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'll never give in?
Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me,
Fighting to make the mirror happy,
Trying to find whatever is missing,
Won't you help me back to glory?
I wanna be beautiful,
Make you stand in awe,
Look inside my heart,
And be amazed,
I wanna hear you say
Who I am is quite enough,
Just wanna be worthy of love,
Beautiful.
A lot of lyrics fit how I'm feeling right now, but two come to mind as the most fitting:
I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful
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No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love.
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My life is like a Disney song. XD
