*sits and cries* we had good arguments. we organized our thoughts. we showed how much we wanted it by working very hard. what did we get? a NO. we got told to **** right off. it's not fair. i sent the info off to my union steward and hopefully she can help... i don't know if I can take the bullshit anymore but i know in this economy getting a new job will be difficult or impossible and my family relies on me.
i am not feeling safe right now.
can i has hugs?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs ian* I read your r/v thread. I'm sorry you are feeling so fed up with things. But you are a caring, amazing, strong person.
*hugs felicia* I hope your visit with your friend is okay and your mind stays still.
*hugs crimson* I hope you are feeling as okay as you can be. Im sorry things are so stressful right now.
*hugs everyone else* Sorry I didn't do a bunch of individuals. my head hasn't been in a fantastic place and for whatever reason I am having trouble concentrating.
*places treats out*
<3
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
hugs lindsay - i am so sorry that you feel like you want to od - what has changed do you why you were feeling ok, now not.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
I've discovered that if I want to have any hope of doing individuals, I need to check back more than once a week ><
I'm just getting ready and heading off to work, but if anybody responds while I'm away, I'll check back in later tonight.
I hope everyone is staying safe and relatively sane.
*glomps Mark* because I see you! How's your day?
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
sorry i cant do individuals I'm in a really bad place right now.
I took me over an hour to walk home (usually takes 15-20 mins) cos I kept turning round and walking to the supermarkt to buy pills, then I kept going down really dark, quiet roads cos I like the risk and also I have this weird thing where i go risky places cos I want someone to kill me so I dont have to hurt other people by killing myself, is that really weird of me?
now just sat at home shaking.
*hides in a corner* I may be in here the whole night if thats ok.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
1 day free of SI
