"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs Mark good night*
Your welcome! :)
I have no podcasts yet but I am getting set up if anyone's interested :) * http://crimsonscorner.podbean.com/ * I am still trying to figure out copyrighting laws and usage :S but I am working on my little project :)
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Just an update since I kind of disappeared from this site, not sure how many will remember me. I haven't SI'ed since the last weekend of September. I'm taking my medications daily and seeing my psychiatrist once every 3 months and things are going great. I'm into the 5th month of a fantastic relationship with my incredible girlfriend, and life has just gotten so much better!
I'm not trying to knock anyone down or sound like I'm bragging - I just want to let you all know there IS a better side. I never would have thought I would feel this good, or actually look forward to waking up each day... but I do. Thanks for all your support through the time I was on here, and as always... if you ever need somebody to talk to or to listen to you... feel free to pm me!
Hugs for everyone who needs them, and lots of special care packages!
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Worthless & used by people,sick of it! Name: J.A.R
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Iowa, USA
I am currently:
Just checking in letting you all know i still around...goes back to curling up in her corner. Waves hi to everyone. Don't know Oliver, but he will be in my thoughts. I hope others are doing okay.
TAZ!!! *tackle hugs* I remember you lol. I hope you remember me otherwise my excitement of seeing another old wardie may seem innapropriate lol. Congrats on not harming since September.. that is so so amazing! I'm glad things have gotten better for you.
*hugs shattered* I'm glad you are still around. around if you need to talk
*hugs oliver* sorry to hear you are struggling so much. always here if you want to talk when you get back.
*hugs ian* how are you?
*hugs crimson* oo i'll check out your podcast once you get it all set up. Its good to have a project sometimes :) sorry your thoughts were muddled earlier, i can relate all to well. Hope things became more clear.
*hugs mark* hope you slept well hun and are staying safe.
*hugs mrs pan* how r u doing?
*hugs matt* sorry to hear you aren't doing well. Feel free to pm me if you want to talk.
*waves to angel* i hope you managed to say safe, or at least distracted.
*hugs life-hurts* sorry I didnt introduce myself last night, i was not in the best place. I'm Laura. and of course its okay if you hang here for as long as you need. I hope your day got better. And yes choosing to live is a great thing. I know you can do it!
Sorry if I missed anyone. Didn't intentionally. *extra hugs and treats*
<3
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
*glomps Taz* I'm glad you are doing so good. You really do have to say hi more often though!
*cuddles Oliver* Please be careful, hun. We would miss you if something dreadful happened.
*hugs Laura* I'll let ya know when I make more progress :)
*hugs Ian and Mark and Mrs. Pan and Shattered and everyone else*
*cuddles Charlie* What's up?
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Reason: ran out of time to finish post earlier
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs mark* went to my T today and told her about the dizziness from the meds. She switched me to Risperidone. Had to let her check the cuts from last night and as a result she wanted me to go inpatient again. I still didn't want to, so now she referred me to a specialist who I'll get to talk to ever 4 weeks and her in between.
how are you?
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
