*hugs sefka* did you find something long sleeved to wear?
*hugs mark*
*hugs oliver* it's not too bad to cry in public. I think it is a kind of strength to do that.
I don't have a psych (yet). My first appointment is in 8 days. I don't know how to talk with her. When I made the appointment I almost threw up in the bin... I better take a plastic bag with me... just in case.
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
*Hugs Laura.*
All the best for your appointment - I know it'll be difficult to talk, but try to tell him/her about your plan.
I didn't really find anything so spent the day sweating in a cardigan or hiding in my room.
*Hugs Oliver.* I think crying at films is a good way of letting out emotions.
Каждому, каждому в лучшее верится,
Катится, катится голубой вагон!
hmm... makes sense. I'm not just nervous. It feels a lot worse than being nervous. It feels as if I'm going to be executed or something like that.
I'm busy during the week next week and I'm going to be busy on the weekend. Not much time to worry, the best thing about work.
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
Sorry, I didn't mean to trivialise what you're feeling. I can really sympathise - I remember my first session. I guess it's a good thing that you'll be busy in the days leading up to the appointment.
xx
Каждому, каждому в лучшее верится,
Катится, катится голубой вагон!
Hey guys,
I'm sorry I'm hardly ever around anymore. That'll change after finals week (hopefully)
I just wanted to drop in and let you all know, I'm thinking of you.
<3
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
I'm moving back to University today for the last 3 weeks of this semester. Then after that I'm coming home (Where my mum lives) for good
I didn't think I was going to be so upset about this. I feel like when I leave my flat at Uni I'm going to be leaving my home... I've been in the same room and flat for 4 years! *sighs*
I'm going out for a family meal this afternoon and then mums going to measure me up for my cap and gown for graduation. Then I'm going back to University... I feel like I'm going to burst out crying, I don't want this part of my life to end.
Am I alone in feeling like this? because everyone else I know is really looking forward to graduating and moving on and I just feel like I'm losing the best part of my life so far!
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
'It's Gotta Get Bad Before It Gets Good'
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Wish I could help, but I'm still in college and married w/ 3 kids so once I graduate I don't think it will really feel as though I'm moving on so much as continuing on with this chapter of my life. *hugs if that's ok*
It's perfectly normal and ok to feel a little sad about ending a chapter of your life to begin another... especially when it is/was a very good chapter. Hang in there. You may even be pleasantly surprised to find that the next chapter is even better :)
~Kelly~
the hardest battle you are ever going to fight is the battle against yourself
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
