I'm not sure if anyone is reading this that can lend some support but I could really use it. I cut so awful and its so bad. I just dont want to do this anymore. I dont want to stop cutting. I just want to die.
"Best Friend, Angel of the get-through, all living is storm chasing." -A.G.
Finally, however much it seems like the way out right now, suicide is not the answer. You will get through this with time, and things will get better. I know these words don't mean a lot right now, and they don't seem very helpful, but things always get better. Time really does heal everything.
I know this seems impossible, but sucide is not the answer. It will devestate and ruin the lives of everyone who knew you. Don't do this, get help before it's too late.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
my life, my thoughts and urges are spiralling out of control. im harming more and more just trying to keep the suicidal thoughts just out of reach, but i cant do it anymore, want it over.
My ex and his best friend turned EVERYONE against me.
I tried it befor and was in hospital, now his friend has amde his way to ym friend and will start it all over again, I cna;t have people hating me all over again.
I am sorry to here so many people are going so badly right now i wish i could do somthing to help you all.
i jaust want to leave some hugs and let you all know that my PM box is open if any one wants to chat.
Staf safe. There may not seem like there is but there is always a reasion to stay alive
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
Got plans .... cant carry them out for a bit ..... went on a site for people who want to find a partner to commit suicide with , but didn't leave my contact details or post anything.
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I only have to pretend until feb 12. Then I'm leaving.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
ShadowedSoul: Why are you feeling low? Any reason in particular? Please be careful and stay safe for us. Can you tell anyone what's happening with you?
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I'm spending the 30th of jan till the 12th of feb with a friend. There's nothing left after that.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”