The Giant Bouncy Castle - Page 229

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 08:39 AM

A bit better than yesterday but still feel a bit crappy. How about you? *hugs*

Revival · 05-07-2009, 08:44 AM

glad you're a bit better sorry you're still feeling crappy though *cuddles*

I'm bouncing off the walls!

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 08:47 AM

Thanks Ally. Is it a good or bad thing to be bouncing off the walls? *hugs*

Revival · 05-07-2009, 08:49 AM

It'll be bad when I come down from this but finding it hard to care atm *bounces crazily*

Revival · 05-07-2009, 08:57 AM

going to go for a run, talk later xx

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 09:00 AM

Ok take care *hugs*

Revival · 05-07-2009, 12:40 PM

*hugs Kat* how you doing?

*bounces*

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 01:25 PM

About the same as before, yourself?

Revival · 05-07-2009, 01:27 PM

*hugs* still bouncing its driving me nuts

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 01:32 PM

*hugs* Up to much tonight?

Revival · 05-07-2009, 01:33 PM

nope just trying to sit still and hoping that my meds calm me down a bit

how about you? *hugs*

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 01:39 PM

Just RYL and playing UNO on facebook :) *hugs* waiting for my meds to kick in too

Revival · 05-07-2009, 01:40 PM

havent played UNO for years cant even remember how to lol

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 01:42 PM

I think I am becoming addicted to UNO

but it helps keep me somewhat distracted

Revival · 05-07-2009, 01:43 PM

glad its keeping you distracted

Going to log off any try to watch a DVD, talk to you later take care of yourself *hugs tight*

Cryptic. · 05-07-2009, 01:44 PM

Sorry for before...

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 01:48 PM

Ok Ally night *hugs*

Not sure what you are apologising for sarey but don't worry about it *hugs*

Cryptic. · 05-07-2009, 01:49 PM

For before... for posting here... I just don't feel safe right now and I feel really bad...

crazykat · 05-07-2009, 01:51 PM

Hun never apologise for posting, have you got someone that can sit with you until you feel a bit better? *hugs*

Cryptic. · 05-07-2009, 02:00 PM

*shakes head*
But... but my cousins kids are coming round I think in a while... and I'll be going down to my Grandads... so at least then people are around... so then I can't hurt myself... and I'll be distracted... I hope...

I'm really feeling bad right now. My biological father keeps texting me. He's not a father to me, he's abused/neglected me in the past, abandoned me, he's... not a dad... I have a dad, but he's not it. & My grandma(his mum) got me £50 from Xmas time,... HALF a year later... she came down last weekend and said she got it for me, said it wasn't fair that he never gave me it... &... he keeps texting me... expecting a thank you... expecting me to say thank you to him... I don't owe him anything... he wanted his money back 2 Xmas's ago because I never said thank you... I don't want him in my life... he's screwed it up enough... I said thank you to my Grandma, not him... not him... she's the one who got it for me, he didn't send it willingly... I'm that much of an evil, bad person... "daughter"... he said he wants nothing to do with me because I'm that messed up... and yet he just won't stop texting me now... wanting that thank you...

I guess it's pathetic this, sorry...