The minister is coming to visit me on Thursday. I'm so scared that i'm going to mess this up and tell her too much about me being mentally interesting.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
maybe think carefully about what you would like to say - in the hope that what you don't want to say won't come out instead! saying that, i would hope that whatever you told her she would be understanding.
Am finding it hard to have a relationship with God at the moment
I finding that am no focusing on God so much at the moment due to family problems
I know that God is always there for me , but i have not asked God for help with what is going on right now.
I want to be able to ask God for help but i feel that i am asking the wrong things from God
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
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My therapist thinks that inpatient is the best option right now. My insurance won't cover anything, so we're looking into private pay options... But yeah, it's inpatient for me...
willow: i know how you feel, when i was going through my worst times that is how i felt. im sorry that you feel like you are asking God for the wrong things...why do you feel that way?
if you need anything please PM me. i will be praying for you.
xxxxx
ashleigh
take one step at a time, keep your head held high, and your eyes on Him, always.
*squishes salanna* silly insurance. Hope you can get it covered <3
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Hey. I've not been here before. I just have a story to share that I thought might be nice.
Night before last, I had an argument with my friend and as a result of that I was finding it hard to sleep, my head was full of stuff and I couldn't switch off. I began to pray, not for me but for others. As soon as I said 'amen', I suddenly felt so alone, as if my connection was broken, so I put my hands back together and asked God to keep me company that night. My head was still full and all I wanted was to sleep, I knew there was one thing that would help me sleep and push out all the thoughts,but the thing is I just couldn't do it. I felt so close to God right then, that I felt as if it would have been wrong to cut, so I sung to myself and kept in God's company until I fell asleep.
My prayer worked, he stayed with me that night and stopped me giving into the urges.
willow: i know how you feel, when i was going through my worst times that is how i felt. im sorry that you feel like you are asking God for the wrong things...why do you feel that way?
if you need anything please PM me. i will be praying for you.
xxxxx
ashleigh
I feel that way because i dont know what i want from God.
I want God to be there for me , but i also feel that he isnt because of things that have went on over the last week or so
Dose God really listen?
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
willow: i know it is almost impossible to feel him there sometimes, and i wish i could say that didnt happen. he is always there. i will be praying for you! and GOd knows what you want so it doesnt matter if you dont and that is one of the wonderful things about him. i hope you are feeling better.
xxxx
take one step at a time, keep your head held high, and your eyes on Him, always.
Hi guys, recently somethings been scaring me quite a bit and I was wondering if any of you have experienced this or at least can sympathise with it? It's sounds really crazy and strange and as though I'm out of my mind and stuff which I'm not, but before now I have thought about how due to sheer embarassment I wish the ground would just swallow me up (simply putting it, me dying) over everything I do because it's stupid and that I wasn't here anymore, but I've always reminded myself how that is wrong because God deemed it a sin etc. but recently I've just stopped caring! It's just literally as though I find it funny to think about it and I keep on saying it to myself as though it's not me who is saying it but like it's the Devil just completely changing who I am. I am so sorry for how stupid that sounds but it just doesn't make any sense in my head, it's like I'm covincing myself a whole bunch of evil stuff but it's not even me that's doing the convincing anymore.
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
I feel guility because i missed midnight mass on Christmas eve /day
My mother wanted to go as well but by the time we remembered it was too late to go and then we didnt know what time mass was on during the day so we missed that as well.
For all the day to be close to God and Jesus and i fail
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
You didn't fail XWillowX! As far as I see it, Midnight Mass is just a representation of what we should be remembering during that time, which is what the real meaning of Christmas is. It's not about who attends Church the most or who can donate the most money, it's always, always about the feeling in your heart behind it all. That's what I believe anyway, please don't feel bad! I hope you had a peaceful Christmas.
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
do what you feel like salanna. If you would like, my phone is always on and i'm in chat most nights
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
