"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
Aaargh! just spent the last hour reading this and got so engrossed i didnt realise the dates of the posts and literally wanted to scream when i realised it went no further. It is FABULOUS! you truly have a gift!
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Aaargh! just spent the last hour reading this and got so engrossed i didnt realise the dates of the posts and literally wanted to scream when i realised it went no further. It is FABULOUS! you truly have a gift!
This.
More please!!
Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness.
Every act creates a ripple with no logical end. ~ Scott Adams
I'm sorry it's taken so long guys! Everything's been a bit manic recently and i've just not had writing time/felt like writing.
It really means a lot to see how long some of you have spent reading/that some of you are still wanting to read more! Really really thankyou guys :) <3
This is only a little bit, but hopefully over Easter i'll find the time to do some more for you.
Hope you're all ok. x
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August 16th 2000
17:18
“I hate you!” “I hate you too!”
As the boy and girl stormed off in their opposite directions they both glanced back quickly and, catching each other’s eyes, narrowed their gazes and glared. To anyone watching the pair it was near comical, their childish ways amusing to onlookers with the shouts of hatred and stares of annoyance. To say the pair seldom argued would be more of a lie that to say that pigs could fly, talk and dance all at once, they were always arguing. But as with many young arguments, neither would ever admit themselves in the wrong so neither ever apologised. The boy and girl simply stormed apart and were best friends again the next day, arguments were just a part of their friendship and really both could admit to themselves that they secretly enjoyed the disagreements…
March 24th 2007
08:32
“Jack? ... Jack are you there? ...”
“Mm?”
“…How are you?”
“I’m fine how are you?”
“I’m ok… Jack I’m sorry.”
“It’s fine, look I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night, I’m still in bed, I’ll talk to you later yeh?”
“Oh… okay.”
“Bye.”
Watching his phone break away from its’ battery as he threw it across the room, he fell onto his bed. The swirls in the ceiling hazed as his eyes watered slightly and he angrily wiped away the forming tears. His mum had told him the day previously that Rosie had woken up but despite his compulsion to see her he could not bring himself to forgive her enough to do so. The ceiling hazed further and he gave up wiping away the tears forcing themselves from his eyes, angry tears he could not stop.
He thought about the day in the park, the kiss, he thought about the pain in her eyes in the graveyard, he thought about the relief he’d felt when her hand had moved and the ache in his heart all the while she was unconscious. He felt the betrayal. All of the good memories they’d had, all of the ups and downs, the arguments and make ups that she was willing to wipe away from her memory… The fact that she was willing to wipe away him…
Moving quickly he pulled on some shoes, setting his head to the one place he’d been avoiding, and with his eyes grazing the ground he slowly but surely set off, in hope of some of the answers he was longing for…
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
