Chapter 122
Frank lay there staring at the ceiling. He was bored. The baby was kicking like crazy now but it didn’t fill him with happiness anymore just more and more guilt. He knew how many tiles were on the ceiling, how many people walked passed his room each day, how many times he’d cried but he didn’t know how long he’d been here. Gerard had been in every day. They didn’t really talk much. It was a lot of sighing and one word answers. He couldn’t wait to get out of here. To have one day where someone didn’t bug him or ask him stupid questions about how he was feeling. He felt another sharp kick in his abdomen. What if he and Gerard did break up? What about the baby? He hadn’t thought of that. He couldn’t see a future that contained the baby but no Gerard, which made the situation even harder.
He looked up as the door opened once more. It was his mom this time, not Gerard. He was allowed to go home today and his mother was picking him up as he was going back with her. She placed a bag down on the end of his bed and smiley softly at him,
“I bought you some clean clothes. Gerard bought some of you clothes and stuff over, just for while you’re staying with me. I’m gonna go and sign the release papers. I’ll be back in a bit.”
Frank nodded and waited until she’d left the room before slowly getting out of bed. He didn’t remember it being this difficult to get himself dressed. It seemed to take him forever and he was only just done when his mother came back into the room.
“You ready to go yet Frankie?”
Frank nodded and followed her slowly out of the room. He didn’t pay any attention and before he knew it, he was back sitting in his old room. He didn’t want to go in his bathroom. He didn’t remember everything that’d happened that day but he was sure it would make him remember. He walked over to the window and looked at the house opposite. He wonder if Gerard was there now. If he was thinking the same things. He turned to see Jo standing in the doorway. She didn’t say anything, just ran straight to her big brother and threw her arms around him.
“I thought you were gonna die Frankie!!” She cried into his chest.
He hugged her tightly,
“It’s ok. Everything will be ok now.”
She looked up at him. He looked so tired and she could see the sadness in his eyes aswell. She didn’t know what had gone on and neither did their mother.
“What happened? Why did Gee hit you?”
“He was fighting with Tom and I tried to stop him. It was…………an accident.”
“But why was he fighting with Tom? Tom’s one of his best friends?”
“Well…..Tom and me….we erm…We slept together. Just once. Well nearly twice and Gee….well I left him a note telling him. That’s why I was staying here. Please don’t tell mum yet, I don’t want her to know.”
“I won’t but why did you sleep with Tom? I thought you loved Gerard?”
“I don’t know, it was an accident. It was a hug and then one thing led to another and…..it was never meant to happen. Can you go for a bit. I don’t want to talk about it anymore.”
Frank’s sudden change of tone scared her and she decided to leave her brother alone.
He walked into his bathroom slowly and looked around. It didn’t look like anything had happened in there. But the memories came flooding back to him. He ran out to his bedroom and lay down. He couldn’t blame Gee for what happened. It was his own fault. All of it. Gee had only hit him because he was in the way. Everything was a mess but he knew he couldn’t sort this on his own. He needed Gerard there with him to sort things out properly. Picking up his phone he wrote the text out and stared at it. Nothing special, just saying he wanted to see him. He didn’t know whether to put Frankie or Love Frankie or what so he just put Frank and a ‘X’ at the end before sending it. Then he lay back down and waited.
Chapter 123 Bill and Amy were sitting in the doctors office waiting for their next scan. Hannah and Mikey were there too but their scan wasn’t until a bit later, but they came for support, plus they thought it was best for Gerard to be alone and to clear his head, and for Tom and Kiro to be alone because over the last few weeks they hadnt had any time to themselves and they felt a bit selfish for that.
Bill and Amy were called into the room and Amy knew the drill. She lay down on the table and lifted her top up revealing her swollen stomach taking Bills hand in her own smiling.
The nurse placed the cool blue gel on her stomach and placed the machine on it. Slowly on the screen a fuzzy black and white image appeared. Slowly it was a blob then it became clearer. There were their babies.
"These are the heads, feet, and hands" smiled the nurse pointing out each independent body part on each baby.
"Are they okay?" asked Bill, he didn’t see why they shouldn’t be but he knew it would be good just to ask just in case.
"They look more than healthy to me" smiled the nurse. "You can find out the sex on your next visit if you wish" she smiled before handing a tissue to Amy to wipe the gel off her stomach. The couple nodded, smiled and said thank you before walking back out into the waiting room.
"How is everything?" asked Hannah as the couple reached them.
"Everything is fine" said Bill sitting down smiling.
"She said we can find out the sex next time" smiled Amy linking her hand with Bills once again.
The nurse called in Hannah and Mikey.
They followed the nurse into the room and did the exact same actions as Amy had done just 20 minutes ago. She shivered as the nurse put the cool blue gel on her stomach and turned on the machine.
The couple looked at the image on the screen and their eyes widened as a noise filled the room. The noise was a steady thumping beat. "That’s your babies heart beat" smiled the nurse. "This is your babies head, Feet, Toes and Hands" she said pointing out all the limbs.
"Would you like to know what sex your baby is?" she asked looking at the couple.
Hannah and Mikey looked at each other. They hadnt thought about this. They hadnt had time to even think about this let alone talk about when they would find out. Mikey saw the smile in Hannahs eyes and she saw the sparkle in his.
"We want to find out" she smiled looking at the nurse.
The nurse re-arranged the machine and looked at the screen before looking back at the couple.
"Your going to have a baby girl"
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
Chapter 124
Gee picked up his phone. He thought it would be Mikey or Bill to tell him how the scans had gone. He was shocked to see it was from Frank. He read the message over a few times to make sure he’d read it right. Then he got up, not even bothering with a jacket and rushed straight across the road. He didn’t know whether to be polite and knock or just go straight around the back. He decided to knock. He didn’t want to risk the slightest chance of upsetting Frank anymore. Frank’s mom answered and let him straight in. He rushed upstairs and stopped outside Frank’s room, knocking the door softly.
Frank lay there and listened for a minute. He was nervous but it needed to be done. He got up and let Gerard in. Normally they’d hug or kiss but that didn’t happen this time. Gerard walked passed him and sat on the edge of the bed. Frank wandered over and sat next to him, looking at the floor.
“Frankie I…..”
“No Gee let me….I mean. I want to explain everything.”
“You don’t need to, we can forget it happened and move on.”
“Yes we do Gee because if I don’t tell you know then the guilt will never go away. At least if I explain it might make things easier.”
Gerard nodded slightly. He knew Frank needed to do it, even though it was going to hurt both of them to go over things again.
“It’s just, you know you were moving the stuff and then I found that picture of your ex and I was already upset because of me getting older and then Tom came in and said you could change me. And then I wondered why you hadn’t said and then I thought of that picture and figured you still loved her, maybe more than me. Then Tom hugged me and I don’t know. He was there and you weren’t and one thing led to another. But that day in the bathroom, nothing was gonna happen Gee. We were talking.”
Gerard noticed Frank was crying, he wrapped his arms around him gently,
“It’s ok Frank. You don’t have to explain yourself. I understand.”
“I’m so sorry Gee. I never meant any of it to happen. I don’t wanna lose you I want things to go back to how they were.”
“Me too Frankie. Look we can go home, you and me. For a couple of days so it’s just us. We don’t have to hang out with the group yet if you don’t want to.”
“I’d like that Gee, I just….I’m scared.”
“Of what Frankie? Of me?”
“No, I’m scared that if we argue or fight that you’ll bring this back up or that you won’t trust me properly again.”
“I love you Frank. I wouldn’t do anything like that to you. And I do trust you. I know it was a mistake.”
“So…um…do you forgive me then?” Frank bit his lip slightly which Gerard found adorable.
“I forgave you way back in the hospital Frankie. Do you forgive me for hitting you though? I’ll never do it again.”
“I know Gee. I forgive you. I know it was an accident.”
Gerard kissed the top of Franks head gently and then lifted his chin up to look at him. They didn’t say anything else not with words anyway. Their lips crashed together and Gerard slid his tongue into Franks mouth before climbing on top of him and deepening the kiss. He slid Frank’s top off and Frank did the same to him as they continued kissing. Gerard moved his hand down and was about to remove Franks belt,
“Frank! My eyes! Couldn’t you have at least closed the door?” Said Jo, looking slightly horrified that she’d just caught her brother and his boyfriend. She stared at them for a second before realising and she shut the door quickly. Gerard looked down at Frank and smiled,
“Well that was embarrassing.”
“You’re telling me. She’ll probably tell everyone and believe me she exaggerates everything.”
Gerard laughed gently,
“I think we should go home..now!”
Chapter 125 Gerard unlocked the door to their house. It still smelt new. It didn’t smell lived in yet. It just smelt of new furniture and cleanliness.
Gerard didn’t have time to think any more before Franks lips crashed into his. He closed his eyes and deepened the kiss. This felt so good. He had missed this so much. He kicked the door shut behind him and pushed Frankie into the living room and onto the couch without breaking the kiss. Frankie moaned and wrapped his arms around Gerards neck to pull him closer if that were possible. Frank felt Gerard moving his hands down to the hem of his t-shirt and putting his hands up. Gerard moaned into the kiss as he felt Franks hands glide gently up and down his back then going back down and pulling the t-shirt over Gerards head. Gerard broke the kiss as the t-shirt came off and onto the floor before attacking Franks neck with his mouth.
Frank ran his hands up and down Gerards bare back. He missed this. He missed Gerard. He ran his hands down his back and down the back of Gerards trousers, caressing as he went. Slowly he pulled his hands out and reached for Gerards belt. He slowly undid it before unzipping his jeans and pulled them off.
"Your wearing to much clothes" whispered Gerard in Franks ear. Frank moaned as he felt Gerards warm breath against his neck.
He felt Gerard pull his t-shirt over his head, careful of the bandage. The jeans closely followed and landed in a pile on the floor.
Gerard reattached himself to Franks neck and slowly made his way down. Kissing as he went, swirling his tounge over Franks nipples until he reached the hem of Franks boxers. Frank pulled Gerard back up to his face and crashed their lips together once again and he slid his hands down Gerard and into the back of his boxers and made his way to the front. Gerard moaned into the kiss as Frank grabbed him and started stroking. Gerards hands were all over Frank but eventually found themselves at Franks boxers. Without breaking the kiss Gerard added Franks boxers to the pile of clothes on the floor. Much to Gerards annoyance Frank stopped the strokes and removed his hand from Gerards boxers. Instead he held onto the hem of them and slowly slid them down Gerards legs.
"Lets go to the bedroom" whispered Frank pulling Gerard up.
The two teens ran to the bedroom and as soon as the door was closed their lips crashed together and they landed on the bed with a pile of limbs. Gerard reached over to the drawers next to the bed and pulled out a silver packet and carefully opened it and slide it on himself, careful not to damage it. He pulled out a blue tube out of the drawer and opened its cap. He put some of the contents on his hands and then put the blue substance on himself before scooting over to Frank.
Frank didn’t need to be told. He got into position and screamed out in pleasure as he felt Gerard enter him. Damn he’d missed this.
Gerard moaned at the feeling in his groin. This was amazing. He thrusted in and out. Both boys moaning and screaming in pleasure.
Soon it was over and the boys collapsed together in a pile of sweaty limbs.
"That was amazing" panted Frank.
"I know" breathed Gerard planting a sloppy kiss on Franks neck.
The house now smelt lived in.
The house now smelt of sex.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
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