Just want to say thanks for that link. I actually cried a little listening to it, because that's exactly the kind of thing I want someone (that I know offline) to say to me, but nobody ever does...
i keep having a dream where some one is singing thta to me
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Was it Sam or whatever his name is that was singing it?
his name is sean, no he just hired someone to sing it cos, well, hes not the best singer, but he was stood next to me, an then i started crying in the chorus and he hugged meeeee
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Please please listen to what the others have said, listen and take their advice.
If you're not going to take their advice I don't see this thread going anywhere...
Short story is: Although it may not seem like it right now, you will get over this guy. I agree with Talaiporia, if he's causing you so much hurt then he really isn't worth your time anyway and you should stay away from him. There is more to life than just boys. Do you have any friends that you could go out and do things with? Or, as Talaiporia said, join a club of some kind?
Hi, I'm just posting this again because you seemed to ignore it.
Listen hun, I'm 15 too and have also had to go through liking somebody who no longer liked me back, everybody does. I know it can be hard. However, you need to remember that in a few years time you wont even remember him. He is not the centre of the universe. There is more to life than boys. And the sooner you take others' advice, distract yourself and find other things to do, the sooner you will feel better.
I think talking to someone in person would be helpful to you. Is there a school counsellor or someone you could go see if you don't want to visit the doctor?
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Hi, I'm just posting this again because you seemed to ignore it.
Listen hun, I'm 15 too and have also had to go through liking somebody who no longer liked me back, everybody does. I know it can be hard. However, you need to remember that in a few years time you wont even remember him. He is not the centre of the universe. There is more to life than boys. And the sooner you take others' advice, distract yourself and find other things to do, the sooner you will feel better.
I think talking to someone in person would be helpful to you. Is there a school counsellor or someone you could go see if you don't want to visit the doctor?
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, are you even listening to the advice people are giving to you? Or taking any of it on board?
yess, just because i dont answer, doesnt mean i havent seen it
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
yess, just because i dont answer, doesnt mean i havent seen it
I wrote you a reply and asked you some questions.
You want to be understood right? I took some time out to try and understand you and offer some advice.
Can you please answer the questions I asked for me?
For the record, I asked:
. Do you have any friends you could go out and do things with?
. Is there a school counsellor or nurse you could see for advice?
. If you don't want to join a club, is there ANYTHING you enjoy doing that you could use to take your mind off him? Games, art, dance, creative things, going out?
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? yes
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? single, loving someone
3: What if I told you that you were pretty? lies
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? no
5: Are you interested in anyone right now? yess
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? nothing
7: Do you want to be single? no
8: Did you go out or stay in last night? stay in
9: How late did you stay up last night? 1:00am
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? april 2012
11: Last three things you had to drink? juise, tea, milkshake
12: Have you pretended to like someone? yes
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? yes
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? no
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? yess
16: Think back five months ago, were you single? yess
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? its not 12:30 yet
18: Hold hands with anyone this week? no
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? yes
20: What would you name your future daughter? Stella, Lindsay, Nicole, Kayla, Lexi
21: Do you miss anyone? Sean
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? no
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? on a bed
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? yes
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? yes
26: Who did you last see in person? Sean
27: Are you listening to music right now? no
28: What is something you currently want right now? a hug
29: What is the last thing you said out lot? I love him
30: How is your heart lately? dont know what this is meaning
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? yess
32: Are you wearing socks?yess
33: What do people call you? my name
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? no but i will today at school
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? yess
36: Who did you last share a bed with? my ex
37: Did you do something bad today? no
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Friday
39: Do you get stressed out easily? yes
40: Will you sing today?no
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? YESSS
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? Eathen, Heather, Beth, David
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? yes
44: What are you listening to right now? tv
45: What is wrong with you right now? depressed
46: What is on your wrists right now? Cuts
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? a shop
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? Hot Chocolate
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? no
50: Are you a good artist? no
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? yepp
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? yess
53: Ever been on a golf cart? no
54: Do you have trust issues? yess
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? no
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? no
57: Do you use chap stick? yess
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? no
59: Do you have a little sister? yess
60: Have you ever been to New York? no
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? he says he ment it but i dont think he did
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? yess
63: What were you doing at midnight last night? lying in bed listening to music
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? yess
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yess
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? yess
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? no
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? someone else
69: Will next Friday be a good one? probley nott
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, people are trying to help you by posting constructive replies. If you want to do quizzes, go and post in Fun and Distraction, don't keep bumping this thread. You say you're hurting, you say things are hard and you don't know what to do but this isn't going to get any easier if you don't at least acknowledge that people are saying things to you to try and help. A simple thank you might make them feel more appeased.
I think you seriously need to consider what you want from this thread and how you want to be helped and whether you want that help.
Ok so you can't answer anything people ask but funnily enough you can ANSWER A WHOLE QUIZ?
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Originally Posted by Shine.
Ashlee, people are trying to help you by posting constructive replies. If you want to do quizzes, go and post in Fun and Distraction, don't keep bumping this thread. You say you're hurting, you say things are hard and you don't know what to do but this isn't going to get any easier if you don't at least acknowledge that people are saying things to you to try and help. A simple thank you might make them feel more appeased.
I think you seriously need to consider what you want from this thread and how you want to be helped and whether you want that help.
Wise, wise words!
Ashlee, I want to help you, I want to support you but it seems like we are taking the time out to ask you questions and try and find out how we can help you and all you do is ignore it all, how do you think that makes us feel?
I'll ask you AGAIN, have you looked into getting yourself any kind of real life help?
im doing the quizzes to help some of you understand, the qyestiona that you aske me i dont know how to answer
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Would it not help to just tell us what you want us to know? I struggle to read the larger blocks of text and the quizzes make your posts very long. Would it not help to just reply as a post? Like this? I could help you with that easier.
im doing the quizzes to help some of you understand, the qyestiona that you aske me i dont know how to answer
But still, you still only give one word answers on the quiz, we can't understand anything from one word answers.
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Originally Posted by Shine.
Would it not help to just tell us what you want us to know? I struggle to read the larger blocks of text and the quizzes make your posts very long. Would it not help to just reply as a post? Like this? I could help you with that easier.
I spoke to sean about the message, he said it wasn't true
I'm dead proud of myself
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
