on edge: really hope that you're okay. let us know. You have the bravery crown though so you must be a really strong, amazing person, and you can do this. *hugs*
baggyjeans: I'm glad you went to hospital, but if you're still feeling suicidal it might be a good idea to go back there, or to another hospital at least. Does anyone know you're suicidal?
shadowedsoul: *hugs* Why are you so low tonight? Please keep safe and be careful.
Mum24: Good to see you again! Glad you're okay.
To fangurl, babysas and everyone else, hope you're doing okay, and that you're all safe, and if not let us know.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
thanks for the hugs talaiporia badly needed just now.
still feeling severely suicidal and finding it harder and harder to keep going, and knowing damn well that the next 2 days will finish me off anyway so what is the point.
Talaiporia - No no-one knows. I promised everyone I would make a new start with it being the new year and all so I'm keeping quiet about how I'm feeling and just putting on a fake smile. 11 days in and I'm feeling the pressure of having to lie about how I'm feeling. Just can't do it. Really don't know what to do with myself. I don't feel like anyone can help me as I'm getting all the help I could possibly have and nothing is working. It's been ages since I've seen my mental health worker too so I can't even speak to her but she's supposed to be ringing today or tomorrow so hopefully I'll see her next week. It's really just too hard this life thing.
Im currently not feeling safe.. woke up with a bad atmosphere, decided to take a shower as that sometimes helps.. but all i did was cry, I came close to slipping, I really wanted to do it - end the pain :'(
A slow strangle with feet on the floor
I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal
I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid the wound
I'm mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own
My boyfriend is everything to me, and I mean everything. He's the only thing that gets me through the day. We just broke up, and I've been on the verge of suicide since then. I can't stop crying and I feel like I don't know how I'm going to get through life.
I can't go on like this
I feel like shit everyday
Can't do this for much longer
I hate being without him
Don't have a choice though
Feel awfully alone =(
ShadowedSoul: Please be careful. We all care a lot about you, and would be very sad if anything happened to you. And I'm sure a lot of people in your life feel the same way.
on edge (Jo): ******more massive hugs****** What's happening in the next two days? Whatever it is, I'm sure you can get through this; it will pass, just like everything else.
baggyjeans: Just pretending everything's okay doesn't make it okay; it just makes things worse in the end. Be honest with people. I hope you manage to get your appointment sorted with your MH worker. I know it's hard but you can do this.
liar: *hugs* Has anything made you feel like this or is it just there?
babysas: Please be careful. Look after yourself.
Little Hurricane: I can't pretend I know a lot about relationships, because I've never been in love, but I can imagine that this must hurt an awful lot. That said, he is just one person, and you still have everybody else around you left to live for. You can get through this. I know it's not very helpful, but this will get better.
Darkspelt: I'm really sorry you're hurting. Please be careful.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
Please, someone help me. I hate my life so much. I just want everything to go away. I hate everything. I just want to die. I just want to end it all. It's too bloody hard.
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
I havent felt like this in quite a while.
:(
hugs?
*hugs*
tu as tant de choses à dire,
mais le tout reste enfermer.
et quand tu ne sais plus quoi dire,
tu te mets à pleurer.
Mais ça ton publique le voit pas,
tu l'incites à rêver, pendant que toi tu le regarde...
I have nothing but constant sickness and meds >i have fuck all to live for ,no one gives a shit about me
It became like a sort of prison. Encased in a silver shell, words so full of bleeding need spilled like drops on dry leaves. And all the while laughter prevailed a long way from here. Nowhere land, nowhere time, nowhere space.
pixiedust: Please be careful. Stay safe. Can you tell anyone how you're feeling?
reallifetime: Can you ask your GP to switch your meds to something that doesn't make you feel ill? People do care about you; we care. You have us to live for.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
Things are dragging on and on days go on and on and nothing seems to be sorted out :'( do they have any idea what they are doing, I feel 10 times worse then ever and all they have to do is send out a letter to my doctor :'( ... as the days go on I am losing the battle of survival, just feel as if I can not go on any more
A slow strangle with feet on the floor
I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal
I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid the wound
I'm mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own
Seriously, what's the point... I don't want to fight this anymore, nothing helps... I feel like I'm broken beyond repair... I have no reason to hold on, everyone is just out to hurt me anyway, I want out...
I'm just so completely useless...
I'm sorry... I hope everyone else is doing okay.
"Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike." - Albus Dumbledore
It became like a sort of prison. Encased in a silver shell, words so full of bleeding need spilled like drops on dry leaves. And all the while laughter prevailed a long way from here. Nowhere land, nowhere time, nowhere space.
