Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[DestroyMe]

The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air saying:

I wish you were here
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And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
'Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear.

[gotta-breathe]

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

[DestroyMe]

^hugs


I sold my soul just to hide the light
and now I see what I really am
a theif a wh*re and a liar
I run to you call out your name
I see you there farther away
I 'm known to you, dumb and deaf and blind
you give me all but the reason why
I reach but I feel only air and I
not you not love just nothing

[Samzi]

Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.

[helloclarice]

i must have sneezed on knees i freeze i mean i just choked up somehow i slept i dream i mean i dreamt of nothing able to breath a sweet reliefe know that you're for me another degree drove into me know i'm recovering i only want you to see my favorite part of me and not my ugly side so hook up a c.b wave away for conversation flow i'm shoved in your cage to wage this rage don't let me go a kick and a scream is all that seems to mean a lot thus far i won't let on my stage my page you can't know yet you have to know that i only want you to my favorite part of me and not my ugly side not my ugly side so calm... and it's so calm... and know it's dark i look for you to light my heart i'm between the moon and where you are i know i can't be far
----Blue October

[Samzi]

Aah, look at all the lonely people
Aah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor Rigby picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream
Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

Father McKenzie writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear
No one comes near.
Look at him working. Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there
What does he care?

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

Aah, look at all the lonely people
Aah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name
Nobody came
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

[Life is peachy]

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
Ill stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

[Katan]

I might be better off closing my eyes, and God will come looking for me... in time...

[Life is peachy]

Day is here fading
that's when I would say
I flirt with suicide
sometimes kill the pain...

[Zedebee]

The hardest question to answer is why

[PointeLullaby]

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now
Mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine.
I'm fine.
I'm too tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe:
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.
I try,
But its to hard to believe.
I try,
But I can't see what you see.
I try
I try
I try
My whole world is changing,
I don't know where to turn.

[Life is peachy]

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesnt seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the **** I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

[lovelybones]

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

[StillBroken]

Me and my heart we got issues

[DestroyMe]

passerby were looking at me as if they could erase it
baby did you forget to take your meds
baby did you forget to take your meds
I was alone staring over the ledge, trying my best not to forget
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when the joys of living just leave you cold
frozen from the failing mess you've made you're own
and if you want an ending to your screenplay life
well hers the constalation that will change you're heart and mind
and all the glitze missah's just pass the time
a cure for no real sickness
cross your hopes and die
a super market jesus comes with smiles and lies
well just as he delays is always just as he denies
this will make you love again
this will make you love again
and now you say
love open
to feel the rains
love again
the sweet delays of love again

[Maybe I'm Amazed.]

'it's all been a pack of lies'

[Life is peachy]

My mind is done with this,
Okay, I've got a question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the ****ed up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This ****'s gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For once inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore.
You've taken everything and, oh, I cannot give anymore.

[Wakeful Dreamer.]

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

[Life is peachy]

Something takes a part of me.
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Go!
(In case your wondering, it's called freak on a leash for a reason :D lol)

[Wakeful Dreamer.]

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you