“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
I'm so fed up with life. I can't wait until I have saved up enough medication to overdose on. I think in the meantime i'm going to have to turn to alcohol but i'm scared to because my Mum had alcohol problems and i'm worried that I will go down that route.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
*hugs you all* sorry I've not been around much recently, its been tough, my mood is swinging all over the place and I'm anxious as I have a psychiatrist appt tomorrow
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Good luvk Oliver, if you've already left, I hope it went well. The ward has been so quiet recently.
I know it's normal for families to fight, but is it normal to think they honestly wouldn't give a **** if I offed myself? Just now, I was a '****ing cow' and a 'stupid bitch' simply because I suggested to my brother that maybe the reason he can't sleep at night is because he goes straight to sleep when he gets home from school. Call me an idiot, but there's an obvious link between the two. I no longer tell my family anything about my grades because if it's less than an A, I'm a disappointment and if it's higher than a B, I'm an 'up myself cow' to my brother and sister. I can't win and I cba to try anymore.
I'm glad you're at least sort of alright. Do you want to talk about anything?
I'm alright I suppose. Not had the best day, I barely slept last night then I forgot my lunch and just minor annoyances like that through the day, but I was in a weirdly good mood all day. Then I came home. Enough said.
the psychiatrist was ok, it was my first one as an out patient, but she was nice.
she has put onto a different anti depressant, put me on a higher dosage of the anti psychotic I'm on and she is seeing me in a month when she said she will also put me on a mood stabilizer.
I forgot to talk about some things though which I should have talked about, but I'm going to write a list for next time so I don't forget.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
My "Plan" is to go (One day at a time) to quit drinking , Since tomorrow is the 1st of March and all , I figure it could be like a milestone for me.....
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
