The Giant Bouncy Castle

[MayaAmita]

I'm back from GP. :( Had a vertigo/migraine and they gave me shots. Wanna just bounce for awhile, watching the activity around me.
Am

[lozza]

thanks hun *hugs*

feeling sick today:( just wana sleep and wake up again feeling better

how is everyone today?

*sends all hugs*

[rustedchains]

*flings self into wall over and over*

Things have gotten bad. I have realized that I am really and truly without a family, and it sucks. Who did I tell when I got an A- in a class? My friends. Who did I call to pick me up from the ER? A friend. Who was there for my birthday? My friends. Who listens to me? My friends.

I have no contact with my family and it SUCKS.

[lozza]

*hugs*
am here if you wana chat hun

[crazykat]

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Originally Posted by shadowedseraph

*hugs to all* i've had enough, just argh! stupid brain chemistry

*Hugs Shadow* Here if you need anything

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Originally Posted by melancholia

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Ally* How are you?

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Originally Posted by zowie

Again. Too hot. I'd be cooler if I didn't have to wear these stupid arm warmers.
I suck.

*hugs Arwen* That sucks *sends ozland coolness your way*

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Originally Posted by waiting in the dark

i pity you, lozza and kat, i could not manage mornings that early.
how was therapy kat?
*hugs everyone who's not too hot to want hugs*
i'm so hot too arwen, stupid weather, i was wearing my lightest top today but as it's long sleeved i was still boiling

I didn't even have to be awake that early but for some reason my body decided 5am was a good time to get up. Therapy was really hard, dissociation has got out of control again. My doc has suggested I start keeping a journal of what I do day to day as I am also having trouble remembering things lately so it might help.

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Originally Posted by MayaAmita

I'm back from GP. :( Had a vertigo/migraine and they gave me shots. Wanna just bounce for awhile, watching the activity around me.
Am

*hugs* Hope your feeling better now?

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Originally Posted by rustedchains

*flings self into wall over and over*

Things have gotten bad. I have realized that I am really and truly without a family, and it sucks. Who did I tell when I got an A- in a class? My friends. Who did I call to pick me up from the ER? A friend. Who was there for my birthday? My friends. Who listens to me? My friends.

I have no contact with my family and it SUCKS.

*hugs* I am sorry to hear that, here if you need anything

[crazykat]

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Originally Posted by lozza

thanks hun *hugs*

feeling sick today:( just wana sleep and wake up again feeling better

how is everyone today?

*sends all hugs*

*hugs* Hope your feel better soon

[shadowedseraph]

*hugs kat* thanks for being so supportive :) how are you doing?

[crazykat]

*Hugs Shadow* Still struggling but the intesity of everything seems to have calmed doen for the ,moment. How are you?

[Revival]

*hugs everyone*

*hides in corner*

[crazykat]

*cuddles Ally* How are you?

[Revival]

*cuddles Kat* dont know *hides*

[crazykat]

*cuddles Ally* Here if you need anything k?

[Revival]

thanks. I'm scared.

[crazykat]

What are you scared of hun? *hugs*

[Revival]

me. it. it wants to kill me

[crazykat]

I'm sorry things are this bad sweetheart, can you ring someone even if its the crisis team (I know alot of the time they are useless but just maybe they might be able to help) Keep fighting this sweetheart, its got to get better. *hugs*

[Revival]

cant call crisis tem they cant help will things really get better? I hope so

[crazykat]

Ok fair enough, is there anything I can do? I really hope things get better too, we have to hold onto that hope *hugs*

[Revival]

dont think so but thankyou just need to make everything STOP

cant do this

[crazykat]

You will get through this. Yes it will be hard but I am here for you *hugs*