I didn't sleep much last night either, Charlie. Have you decided what to eat yet?
I've just phoned Breathing Space who asked me to think things over and call them back in an hour. I have thought and thought and thought about things. I'm tired of thinking, I just want to kill myself.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
*Hugs Lindsay* Please try and stay safe hun, It will get better eventually, you won't always feel like this.
And no I haven't, I know what I want, but I can't have it -.-
I cut ... but it isn't enough ... maybe killing myself will be ....
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
*Hugs Mark* I am starting to worry about something now.......I don't know whether or not i'm being stupid though..I mean theres not much chance....
I'm rambling. Sorry
*hugs Mark back*
*hugs Charlie* Could you get a test?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*Hugs Lindsey* I'm sorry I don't have much helpful to say, but do you have a counsellor or someone IRL who you can talk to? If not, would you think about getting one? It sounds like you could really use the support.
*Hugs Charlie* Why do you think you might be pregnant sweetie?
*HUgs Disturbia* Please do what you can to stay safe, sorry if that's useless, but I just want you to now I care.
*Hugs Mark and Crimson*
I don't have any money at the moment, gonna have to wait a while :(
It's too late for the pill Mark.
-.- Lia. Posting at the same time. Well.....I'm 2 weeks late so far.
My friend made me stay at his last night, cos i was in town with him and others and the people following me were getting worse and then telling me to walk in the road and jump out of train windows.
they are getting worse, people keep elling me they aren't real, but they are real I know they re real. :(
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Am safer than i was before because my husband is with me ....but really want to die
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
