The Giant Bouncy Castle

[crazykat]

Nah not really, pretty much spent the day hiding away in my room. You? *hugs*

[shadowedseraph]

*bounces* hi people *bounces into a corner and hides*

[Revival]

trained my horse this morning, nothing this arvo *hugs*

*hugs shadow, joins you in the corner* want to talk about it?

[crazykat]

Awwh lovely *hugs Ally*

*hugs shadow* you ok?

[lozza]

*hugs everyone*

how you guys doing now?

I just wana hurt and sleep and never wake up... dont care anymore:(

[Revival]

*cuddles Loz* you can do this, I know you can, you're such a beautiful and strong person, it won't always feel this bad *hugs*

I'm a bit stressed I'll survive though

[Revival]

how did work go Loz?

[shadowedseraph]

*hugs Ally* I just feel so worthless, the crisis team say im getting better but i dont feel it if you know what i mean? how are you doing?

*hugs Kat* Hows you?

*hugs loz* It will get better

[Revival]

*hugs shadow* yeah I can empathise with feeling like that, can you talk to them about it? Hope things improve for you soon,

I'm feeling a bit low tonight :(

[crazykat]

Hey sorry I disappeared for a bit, feeling very very spacey right now *hugs you all*

[Revival]

that's ok Kat *cuddles*
anything I can do? You know where I am ok?

[lozza]

work went bad. Got new registers. Was ok til got to end of night and I couldnt re-set them. Stupid boss never answered phone. grrrrrr. Head so loud. Am so worthless and stupid. And a friend is missing too. Me and so many others havnt seen or heard from her in months... am so worried about her... she used to be a member on here but left a year ago... I cant lose her i cant

[shadowedseraph]

*hugs ally* i hope you feel better soon too honey

*hugs Kat* anything i can do to help?

*hugs loz* you are not stupid or worthless

[Revival]

Sorry to hear that work didnt go well, you are so far from worthless and stupid sweetheart, you're a beautiful intelligent kind person. Can you try putting some music and headphones to try and drown out Ella?
Do you mind if I ask your friend's username? It ok if you dont want to say,
I hope she's ok

[Revival]

*hugs shadow* thanks, I hope so too

[shadowedseraph]

*hus ally* so what are you up to?

[crazykat]

Thanks, its ok I am just trying to ground myself.Damn this dissociation has been fairly controlled this week. I thought I had this under control, now I feel like I am losing my mind.

*hugs you all* I am here for you all too, sorry crap with replies right now can't seem to focus. Sorry

[Revival]

not much trying to get my head to shut up, how about you? *hugs*

[Revival]

It's ok Kat nothing to apologise for *cuddles*
Sorry to hear you're dissociation's getting worse again, I hate it when that happens its scary

[shadowedseraph]

*hugs kat* its ok, we are here for you :)

ally - im struggling with my SI at the moment, i'm currently recovering but i really want too but it'd upset so many people if i did