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WOW!!! That was WOW!!! And definately worth the wait!!! xxxx
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*noms you all up*
Thankyou for reading lovlies.. it's really nice of you.
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Jack
March 20th 2007
15:59
The boy’s eyes didn’t leave those of his sleeping friend, willing her to wake up. The nurse had explained to him that it was now up to her as to when she woke, it was up to her to find the strength in her exhaustion to open her eyes, and up to her to learn to live again.
His mind was filled with a thousand thoughts of the past few days. They circled his head as if in unison, a repetition of everything he didn’t want to hear. She had wanted to die. His best friend… had wanted to die. His best friend had wanted to die… and had become terrifyingly close to succeeding. The whispers that he could ignore through the time she was unconscious, that he had been able to repress to the back of his mind with worry overriding them, were slowly but surely getting louder. As he sat watching his friend, his eyes tracing the scars as they had done many times previously in the past days, he allowed the beep of her heart monitor to be drowned out by the inner workings of his head. The whispers becoming audible, the words becoming louder, the truth developing into screams within his head... She didn’t care about you enough to stay alive, what kind of friend are you, why couldn’t you see her pain, why didn’t you do something, she didn’t trust you enough, you were nothing to her, she would rather die than be your friend...”
As the room spun around him he had to get out, he hated her, he couldn’t be there. The anger overtaking his body, he left where she slept and made his way quickly from the room he’d hardly left in days. On reaching the cold air outside, feeling it hit his face, he retched the stomach from his body.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
xx
