Well my fiance told me that he hopes I never wake up tomorrow. I hope I don't wake up either. It's taking all my willpower not to do anything to be honest
That was a horrible thing for him to say fangurl. I for one hope you do wake up tomorrow. Don't let a comment like that put yourself in danger.
chelscar, I know the feeling, I often just want to go asleep, for a long time, or forever. But you have to keep fighting.
Things dont appear to be so, but hoping that tommorow will be better in that things will be sorted out, it should be by now.. its been going on for far to long :( ...
A slow strangle with feet on the floor
I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal
I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid the wound
I'm mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own
But is it just me who thinks this world is f***ed up? The more I hear of it, the worse it seems.
I believe that the world would be better if there was no people in it at all and as that is not going to happen any time soon... don't know if I want to be bundled in the category of 'humans' for much longer.
*shrugs*
*hugs to all*
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
I cant get the thoughts of suicide out of my mind ... want to OD
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
That's it i have decided to stay in here and give out free hugs to any one who needs them,
Is there anything i ca do disturbia? Any reasion why you want to OD?
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
Hugs to you Lost in dreamsx In a bad way planning OD and lots of starvation when exams are over.I dont have the energy to fight for treatment I dont deserve.Want out of my bodyx
*Hugs uglyducklin back hang in there. I don't know what to say i am around if you want to talk and that goes to all of you and i am thinking about you all lots
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
Hi everyone! I posted a lot at the beginning of the thread and just wanted to let you know I am ok. I got taken into hospital but checked myself out after 3 days as couldn't stand being in there. Now, I'm back to square one. Feeling suicidal today and feeling under so much pressure to be happy as made promises to my mum for the new year not to do anything stupid like taking overdoses anymore. I just wish I could be happy but it feels impossible. Also feeling physical ill which doesn't help things.
Sorry I've been mia. I've been living on the edge. Just wanted to send everyone hugs and say keep fighting. Fangurl, I can't believe your fiancé said that. That's awful! Jess, you are worth it, keep going, Shadowedsoul, hugs, my thoughts are with you. Babysas, hugs to you too. I'm going to be less writing because I'm back at school but I'm still reading and thinking of all of you.
Hugs
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
