hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
*Hugs Helen* I'll miss you! You've been great here on the ward and I hope you will come back and visit! The ward's going to be weird without you, but I'm happy for you that you feel able to move on :)
I don't want to do it. -sits in her corner and rocks- Someone please tell me why I shouldn't?
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Here is the list of reasons I have decided I should:
1. I am a failure. I will never amount to anything in life.
2. My husband wouldn't have to worry about providing for me anymore. And there would be enough food stamps for him to eat for an entire month. With 2 of us, $200 in food stamps just isn't enough. That's living on $100 of food for an entire month for each of us. If I weren't here, he would have the full $200 to use for food for himself.
3. I know I was never meant to be here. I am Wiccan and believe in reincarnation. However, I believe I was a soul awaiting a body, and my biological mom accidentally got pregnant, and the baby needed a soul, so I got sucked in. That is why all of this horrible stuff has happened to me I just know it. It won't end until I do.
Everyone would benefit if I were no longer here...
I think that about sums it all up nicely. Well, not nicely, but it pretty much sums up all of the reasons I have come up with in a shorter list. I have no reasons as to why I shouldn't.
Edit: I find it selfish of me to not go through with the plans just because I don't want to..
Last edited by PsychoKitty2010 : 16-01-2011 at 11:26 PM.
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
I'm not wonderful, though. I'm utterly useless and will never amount to anything..
-rocks back and forth faster-
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
You can't judge that for yourself. That's up to other people and we say you are wonderful! You're not useless sweetie! You're a good friend to anyone on here who needs one, including me! Trust me, you already are something!
Not according to my mom...or anyone in real life, really...
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
*Hugs Ileana if okay* Hey I'm Mark, welcome to the ward :)
Definitely, it's ok. I'm not new here lol I'm an oldie, used to post here all the time when it started...i don;t come online much these days.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
Still alive. Not doing so hot. Still looking for (a) reason(s).. But alive..
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
