Well, thanks to the wonders of BPD I've actually been relatively OK today, a far cry from yesterday's despondency. That is the struggle though I guess; I don't know whether I'm coming or going the majority of the time.
Hey.
I caved in and have drank today, which is not good as I said to myself I wouldn't for the next few weeks at least. I managed four days without it and gave in when something made me feel like crap. So, now I just feel like ****, as expected.
I hope you guys are feeling better.
I have been lurking for a while now. I got told that it was BPD a few months ago by my care coordinator and was looking for a bit of hope and support really. I am called Steph. I mainly lurk around chat on here. I don't really know what else to say.
Struggling at the minute. I can't feel a damn thing, it's like my emotions have ran dry. The thing is I feel like I need to let it out but nothing is coming. I've listened to songs that always get me and... nothing, watched things that usually get me and... nothing. I feel like I've dried up and died inside. I don't like it.
I'm sorry you're struggling , Diesel , I get that a lot . Can you try New Music?
Right I'll try and recommened some band for emotions.
Angry - Slayer, Slipknot, Bullet for My Valentine , Avenged Sevenfold .
Sad or Heart Broken - A Fine Frenzy , Adele , Taylor Swift.
Happy - S Club 7 - The Band Perry ( They do all kinds of feels) - Foo Fighters
This is a good Rock n Roll Song to just Head nod to ,
Hi everyone, sorry I've not been on, have been around.
I have had a virus since Monday, it made me vomit and other stuff. I felt like **** hot then cold chills. Partner called Dr out Thursday sent me to hospital, got given saline to rehydrate me and anti-ametic to stop me being sick. Have been able to eat today, been drinking as much as I can. Feeling better today, just so weak.
Sending ((((huggles)))) to everyone
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I'm sorry you're sick lost and lonely. sending you healing vibes and wishing you a speeding recovery!
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Feeling a lot better today, still feel very weak and takes very little to make me tired.
Little anxious as I have hospital tomorrow for my heart thing.
Sorry to hear some people are struggling, we're all here to support.
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I'm ok today..struggling but ok *sends hugs to everyone*
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
