I had to type that word the other day because I had to do a timeline for a novel I read for my Eng course, and just typing it made me feel so dirty and ashamed. It seems ridiculous. I mean, it's only a word like any other, but it's linked to so many stoong emotions. I'm glad I'm not the only one.
I CAN say it and act normal enough for no one to suspect anything, but using it feels so repulsive.
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